Welcome to TRB Lounge! We’re thrilled to host author Jack Lucci today, who will be unveiling a tantalising excerpt from their newest masterpiece, Loving & Leaving. Dive in and get an exclusive sneak peek into the intriguing world they’ve crafted in their latest work!
About the Book
Loving & Leaving
The first installment of Jack Lucciโs living memoir, Loving & Leaving spans five years, touching on themes of gratefulness and regret and stories of love for people, places, narcotics, and the effort it takes to sustain that love. Far from stable and rather turbulent, Lucci chronicles his life as he oscillates between hero and anti-hero, sharing lessons learned in the Italian countryside, mistakes made in Americaโs Second City, the angst and constriction of southeastern Washington, and observations on the miserable Oregon coast. Whether you find yourself rooting for or against him, Loving & Leaving is the result of bleeding over the keyboard.
The light coming in over the waterโs edge was blinding. One must block a portion to see the subject clearly. She was a comet crashing through, a most delighted interruption. A shot and a beer sat in front of her, a half-full pack of American Spirit tobacco, and a single hand-rolled cigarette. While my initial impression would turn out to be partially incorrect, I doubt anyone could live up to the way she appeared to me in that moment.
Discovering love seems to be an instant, a flash, bulbs burst, an image captured forever. A single-minded drive to share a moment. My goal became to talk to her. Stan pumped fleeting courage into my spine, and I kept an eye on her. I waited like an alligator in the brush, on the edge of the water, lying completely still, aware that if she perceived any movement, it would be taken as a threat, and while she certainly may evade me, I had a smile to surprise her with. She began to move, taking a step toward the patio.
This was my moment to act. Other predators inhabit the environment, and they, too, stalk their prey. I drank my beer and positioned a pre-rolled cigarette, ready to light, attempting to appear natural, as if we serendipitously decided to step out at the same time. I stepped outside, and it was like stepping off a cliff. I imagine my face went white because my brain, right then, was completely empty. I struggled to offer a greeting; instead, I just stared, forcing her to acknowledge my presence and attempt to engage with the strange man in front of her.
She asked, โYou need a light?โ
I responded with words that, looking back, were purely instinctual, as there was no way I spoke on my own volition. She offered me a seat at the bench where she was sitting, which I accepted eagerlyโฆ
About The Author
Jack Lucci
ย The American melancholic writer Jack Lucci was born in a valley at the base of the blues. Lucci has lived all over the world and shares stories from his travels with a deserved honesty concerning people, places, and things. Although Lucci may at times be his own worst enemy readers can expect honest introspection and vulnerability. His first book, Loving & Leaving is available now. His blog, Separation Naturalist can be found on his website, Jacklucci.com.
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Today, we roll out the red carpet for the sensational Greg Belliveau, who is about to unveil the breathtaking cover of his newest masterpiece, Gods of Imago. Prepare to be enchanted, for what you’re about to see is not just a coverโit’s a visual symphony that captures the very soul of storytelling. ๐๐
Presenting…
About the Book
It has been ten years since Christopher Dante, the last storyteller, defeated the Ghul in the abandoned subway tunnels under Cogstin, and now he has vanished without a trace. There are rumors and whispers of a new evil emerging, ancient, dark, beyond the Black Mountains, a Horned God who rules the skeleton people of the north. Welcome toย Gods ofย IMAGO, book two in the stunning IMAGO Series.ย Gods of IMAGOย is literary dystopia at its absolute best, blending amazing world-building with thought-provoking, artful prose in an unforgettable, page-turning experience that will haunt the reader long after the last sentence.
Greg Belliveauโs books include his dystopian novel Gods of IMAGO (Rogue Phoenix Press, 2023), IMAGO, and Go Down To Silence (Multnomah Publishing), a Christy Award Finalist for Best First Novel. He has written a collection of creative nonfiction entitled Seeds: Mediations on Grace in a World with Teeth (Crosslink Publishing, 2017). His short stories have been published in Fathom Magazine, The Atticus Review, The Cleveland Review, and Vine Leaves, where his vignette โLG Donโt Want To Flyโ was selected for their 2012 Best Of Anthology, published by eMergent Publishing. He is a Christopher Isherwood grant recipient and teaches Creative Writing at Antioch University, Midwest, and has taught at The Antioch Writerโs Workshop, Yellow Springs, OH. He is currently a Visiting Instructor at Capital University and lives in Ohio with his wife and two daughters.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome authors Julie G Fox and Tzuri King for the cover reveal of their upcoming book The Dreamer: The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over.
Presenting the beautiful cover of The Dreamer: The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over by Julie G Fox and Tzuri King
In โThe Dreamer: The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over,โ readers are transported to a small town in Ukraine where a young girl and her family huddle together in a bomb shelter. With bombs raining down above her, she dreams of a peaceful world where she and her pet are safe, her family is reunited with her veteran dad, and she can dance with her friends without fear. Through the eyes of the brave and hopeful girl, we see the power of imagination and the strength of family in the face of unimaginable hardship. This heartwarming story inspires children of all ages to dream big and never lose hope, even in the darkest of times.
The Dreamer is the brainchild of Tzuri King and Julie G. Fox. It is the first book in a series that aims to incorporate the UN Sustainable Development Goals into childrenโs literature. This first book is dedicated to Global Goal 16, which promotes โpeace, justice and strong institutionsโ. There are more books to come!
You can findย The Girl Who Dreamed the War Overย here: Amazonย |ย Goodreads
About The Authors
Julie G Fox
Julie G Fox is the author of over fifty award-winning childrenโs books. Julieโs philosophy is to writeย up to children, challenge them with demanding stories and use language and ideas to help themย become empathetic and responsible citizens of the world. As an ambassador for the United Nations Sustainable Development Goals, Julie incorporates into her work the UNโs messages of peace andย prosperity for people and the planet, ending poverty and other deprivations, improving health andย education,
Tzuri is a curious adventurer with a warm, empathetic personality. He ponders the mysteries of the world, and loves lighting fires, fishing, and listening to music. Though he values solitude, he also has a group of students whom he teaches to swim every summer. He has a restless spirit and feels a strong urge to travel and explore. He divides his time between Tel Aviv in the spring and summer, and wandering during winter. His students often ask him why he travels and he answers, to see new things and to have time alone without feeling lonely. He is a non-material person, carrying everything he needs in a single suitcase. Zuri is not fond of authority and hates restrictive signs. He has a sweet tooth and loves his motherโs cakes, especially chocolate ones.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Jack Luccion The Reading Bud for his latest releaseLoving & Leaving.
About The Author
The American melancholic writer Jack Lucci was born in a valley at the base of the blues. Lucci has lived all over the world and shares stories from his travels with a deserved honesty concerning people, places, and things. Although Lucci may at times be his own worst enemy readers can expect honest introspection and vulnerability. His first book, Loving & Leaving is available now. His blog, Separation Naturalist can be found on his website, Jacklucci.com.
The first installment of Jack Lucciโs living memoir, Loving & Leaving spans five years, touching on themes of gratefulness and regret and stories of love for people, places, narcotics, and the effort it takes to sustain that love. Far from stable and rather turbulent, Lucci chronicles his life as he oscillates between hero and anti-hero, sharing lessons learned in the Italian countryside, mistakes made in Americaโs Second City, the angst and constriction of southeastern Washington, and observations on the miserable Oregon coast. Whether you find yourself rooting for or against him, Loving & Leaving is the result of bleeding over the keyboard.
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com
The first installment of Jack Lucci’s living memoir, Loving & Leaving spans five years, touching on themes of gratefulness and regret and stories of love for people, places, narcotics, and the effort it takes to sustain that love. Far from stable and rather turbulent, Lucci chronicles his life as he oscillates between hero and anti-hero, sharing lessons learned in the Italian countryside, mistakes made in America’s Second City, the angst and constriction of southeastern Washington, and observations on the miserable Oregon coast. Whether you find yourself rooting for or against him, Loving & Leaving is the result of bleeding over the keyboard.
ย The American melancholic writer Jack Lucci was born in a valley at the base of the blues. Lucci has lived all over the world and shares stories from his travels with a deserved honesty concerning people, places, and things. Although Lucci may at times be his own worst enemy readers can expect honest introspection and vulnerability. His first book, Loving & Leaving is available now. His blog, Separation Naturalist can be found on his website, Jacklucci.com.
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com
Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Amir Shaheenon The Reading Bud for his latest release, F*** My Brain.
About The Author
Amir Shaheen is a 36-year-old writer, comedian, and creative producer from Norway. He is one of the creators behind the TV series “Home for Christmas,” a Netflix Originals, and the author of the humorous book “F*** My Brain!” Shaheen’s writing often explores themes of belonging, society, and alienation, as well as the experience of growing up between two cultures.
F*** My Brain!” is a humorous and relatable book aimed at a young audience. The book delves into themes of belonging, society, and alienation, capturing the challenges of growing up between two cultures. Told with a lighthearted and engaging tone, the book explores the experiences of being a minority in a different country.
Through easy-to-read narratives infused with humor, “F*** My Brain!” offers an insightful and entertaining journey for readers, as they navigate the complexities of identity, relationships, and cultural differences. In this book, he takes you on an unforgettable journey, humorously sharing what it’s like to grow up between two cultures. Finding one’s place amid such distinct cultures isn’t always easy.
Prepare yourself for a rare reading experience, and we can promise you one thing: This book is anything but boring. “One of the Minds Behind the Netflix Success ‘Home for Christmas'”
You can findย F*** My Brain here: Amazonย |ย Goodreads
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Welcome to the TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Mary Beth Moorefor her latest release, Unwanted: Fighting to Belong.
Unwanted: Fighting to Belong
Book: Unwanted: Fighting to Belong Author:ย Mary Beth Moore Publication date:ย 8th September 2022 Genres: Memoir, Disability, Parenting Page Count:ย 218 Publisher:ย New Degree Press
About Unwanted: Fighting to Belong
โHe is my son. A person. He is not a condition or a statistic. Heโs my son.โ
Mary Beth Moore chose to have hope in a situation experts deemed hopeless. She was encouraged to abort her son when an ultrasound revealed the presence of multiple disabilities. Years later, experts education said the limitations of the school system could not be changed to meet her sonโs needs. Again, Mary Beth chose to have hope.
Unwantedย is a powerful story about one momโs journey to make the world a better place for her son. Full of heartbreak, grit, and triumph, it raises awareness for disability rights and advocates for the human right to belong.
The presence of disabilities is a natural part of humanity, and in no way makes someone less worthy of living a full, inclusive life. Children with disabilities face pervasive discrimination and systemic segregation in school systems across the United States and around the world.ย Unwantedย explores the evolution of special education law, research on creating inclusive classrooms, and real-world stories of families and teachers actively fighting to protect the rights of children with disabilities in our education system.
“Unwantedย is a captivating page-turner that will resonate with any parent who has found themselves navigating between the legal rights of their child and the historical practices and financial restrictions of the public educational system. Mary Beth challenges the segregated classroom environment, provides practical advice for parents, and inspires systemic change in a way that has never been done before—she is a true powerhouse with the most generous heart.”
~ Kimberly Fradel, Licensed Clinical Social Worker
“As an educator and a mom of a child with Down Syndrome,ย Unwantedย is a must read for educators, parents, and service providers. It gives an authentic glimpse into the realities of raising a child with a disability and the education system in our present day society. Thank you Mary Beth for shining light and attention on the importance of inclusion for all.”
~ Janessa Ginn, Special Educator
“Unwantedย is exactly the kind of book that inclusively-minded educators and parents need to read. Despite all of the barriers to inclusion, Mary Beth shows her family’s path to advocate for their son and hopefully can light the way for other families who want the same.”
~ย Tim Villegas,ย Director of Communications for MCIE, Host of the Think Inclusive Podcast
“My heart pounded out of my chest readingย Unwantedย just knowing someone else experienced the same things I haveย experienced. I know now that I am not alone and that others also share this journey of fighting for a child that is worthy.”ย
~ Johnna Elstob, mother of a boy that is very much wanted
About The Author
Mary Beth Moore
I have been writing for most of my adult life, first as a military intelligence analyst and then as a professional marketer and occasional ghostwriter. In the fall of 2022, after many prayers, long bouts of procrastination, a fair amount of cussing, and a lot of rewrites, I finally became a published author!
The title of my debut book isย Unwanted: Fighting to Belong. It is a vulnerable story that chronicles my journey from the moment I discovered my child would be born with multiple disabilities, through all of the challenges I faced in getting his basic needs met, and how the lessons I learned transformed me into a leading advocate for inclusive education.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author ย Julie G Fox and Tzurei Kingfor their latest release, The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over.
The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over
Book: The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over Author:ย Tzuri King and Julie G. Fox Publication date:ย 8th March 2023 Genres: Children’s Fiction, Graphic Novel Page Count:ย 36 (print) Publisher:ย Independently Published
About The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over
In “The Dreamer: The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over,” readers are transported to a small town in Ukraine where a young girl and her family huddle together in a bomb shelter. With bombs raining down above her, she dreams of a peaceful world where she and her pet are safe, her family is reunited with her veteran dad, and she can dance with her friends without fear. Through the eyes of the brave and hopeful girl, we see the power of imagination and the strength of family in the face of unimaginable hardship. This heartwarming story inspires children of all ages to dream big and never lose hope, even in the darkest of times.
The Dreamer is the brainchild ofย Tzuri Kingย andย Julie G. Fox. It is theย first bookย in aย seriesย that aims to incorporate the UN Sustainable Development Goals into children’s literature. This first book is dedicated to Global Goal 16, which promotes ‘peace, justice and strong institutions’. There are more books to come!
You can findย The Girl Who Dreamed the War Overhere: Amazonย |Goodreads
Praise for The Girl Who Dreamed the War Over
“Using the thread of Torria’s innocent prayers and the vivid subjects of her grandmother’s poems, [the authors] have done a brilliant job of weaving together the story. The authors speak to their readers from the copyright page to the end of the book, reflecting their own style of communication, instead of adopting common practices. The vibrant colors will catch the eyes of readers, and the book will be dear to them long after the last page. The story is comforting and gives readers a sense of safety as they understand Torria’s situation. Even though Torria seems to dream her wishes and prayers into her life, the story is realistic, and it provides a happy ending. The Dreamer is a great selection for children who fear the uncontrollable effects of war and wish they had the power to end it”.
–ย Courtnee Turner Hoyle
The Dreamer is not just a children’s book. Tzuri King and Julie G. Fox paint a dark, but to our horror, almost mundane picture of a family spending so much time in a bomb shelter. The repetitions in the text indicate that their life is the same day after day. But there is a distraction from the tragedy of war; the bedtime stories Torria asks her granny to read over and over again like children often do. Natali Barbalat’s excellent illustrations contrast the dim light in the shelter and the vivid colors of the world from the stories, where there is no war. Tzuri and Julie do not name Torria’s country directly, but the girl prays for yellow and blue dreams, telling us it is Ukraine. At the same time, The Dreamer leaves a place for hope for a better future for all children around the world affected by war. The story shows that children should not be separated from their friends and family members and should not lose their pets because of the endless shelling. But despite the hard setting, the story has a beautiful plotline and ends on a high note. Also, I appreciate the brilliant editorial work by Leonora Bulbeck and Renรฉ Nel for The Dreamer is flawless.
–ย Nino Lobiladze
talented, and her prose is evocative and thought-provoking. It captures both the heartwarming and tragic aspects of the story beautifully. This book will bring children face to face with the harsh realities of war and its effects on innocent civilians in a way that is both gentle and relatable. The story begins with the young Torria listening to her grandmother read from inside a bomb shelter. The reader is quickly drawn into Torria’s world and that of her family as they try to survive in a war-torn country”.
–ย Louise Jane
Aboutย Theย Authors
Julie G Fox
Julie G Fox is the author of over fifty award-winning childrenโs books.
Julieโs philosophy is to write up to children, challenge them with demanding stories and use language and ideas to help them become empathetic and responsible citizens of the world.
As an ambassador for the United Nations Sustainable Development Goals, Julie incorporates into her work the UNโs messages of peace and prosperity for people and the planet, ending poverty and other deprivations, improving health and education,
Tzuri is a curious adventurer with a warm, empathetic personality. He ponders the mysteries of the world, and loves lighting fires, fishing, and listening to music. Though he values solitude, he also has a group of students whom he teaches to swim every summer. He has a restless spirit and feels a strong urge to travel and explore. He divides his time between Tel Aviv in the spring and summer, and wandering during winter. His students often ask him why he travels and he answers, to see new things and to have time alone without feeling lonely. He is a non-material person, carrying everything he needs in a single suitcase. Zuri is not fond of authority and hates restrictive signs. He has a sweet tooth and loves his mother’s cakes, especially chocolate ones.
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com
Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Blake Milleron The Reading Bud for his latest releaseDELOS: The Moon’s Eye.
About The Author
Blake Miller is a graduate of Episcopal High School in Alexandria, VA and Rhodes College in Memphis, TN. He presently resides in his hometown of Lexington, KY.
The magikal world gets even larger, the adventure gets even more thrilling, and the mysteries get even more intriguing in the second installment of this epic fantasy series, where climaxes and anticlimaxes once again abound, keeping you glued to the story. THE QUEST OF SIX WATERS When Cynthia Summers and Kaden Krossway learn that the Lil of Lurkur has gone missing, they join up with Alec Mulsiver and a surprising fourth companion to find her. This leads to another trip into Lurkur Woods, a haunting discovery about what has happened to the Lil, and then to Diluvium where they must undergo the Quest of Six Waters to claim what they need to save the Lilโs life: the Seventh Water. The problem is, no one has survived the Quest in over 6,000 years. . . . The amazing story of Cynthia, Kaden and Alec continues.
โBlake Millerโs DELOS: The Moonโs Eye packs war, love, family drama, prophecy, and humor into a fast- paced (and satisfying standalone) world of quests, magik and deceit. A must-read for fans of sci-fantasy, and one that will bear readers easily along to its next port of call.โ
โ IndieReader.com (4.5/5 Stars)
โDelos: The Moonโs Eye blends different elements from science fiction and fantasy to create a non-stop adventure that is fast-paced, humorous, and clever.โ
โ Readers Favorite (5/5 Stars)
โThe nature of the quest amazed me, as it repeatedly tested the questersโ intelligence, resourcefulness, and daring. Their friendship, love, and the ability to trust each other often determined the outcome. I liked how they readily made sacrifices for the greater good. The gently blossoming romances completed the young adult story. All in all, I would recommend this engrossing novel to anyone who appreciates science fiction and fantasy.โ
โ The Chrysalis BREW Project (4.8/5 Stars)
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Blake Miller for his book, DELOS: The Moonโs Eye.
DELOS: The Moonโs Eye
Book: DELOS: The White Tree Author:ย Blake Miller Publication date:ย 04/19/23 Genres: Fantasy (Epic, YA) Page Count:ย 443 (print) Publisher:ย Hierophant Press
About DELOS: The Moon’s Eye
The magikal world gets even larger, the adventure gets even more thrilling, and the mysteries get even more intriguing in the second installment of this epic fantasy series, where climaxes and anticlimaxes once again abound, keeping you glued to the story. THE QUEST OF SIX WATERS When Cynthia Summers and Kaden Krossway learn that the Lil of Lurkur has gone missing, they join up with Alec Mulsiver and a surprising fourth companion to find her. This leads to another trip into Lurkur Woods, a haunting discovery about what has happened to the Lil, and then to Diluvium where they must undergo the Quest of Six Waters to claim what they need to save the Lilโs life: the Seventh Water. The problem is, no one has survived the Quest in over 6,000 years. . . . The amazing story of Cynthia, Kaden and Alec continues.
You can findย DELOS: The Moon’s Eyeย here: Amazonย |Goodreads
โ…this is a really powerful sequel that delivers on the promise of the conclusion of the original one and does it with personality, character, and a clear knowledge of what works and doesnโt work in storytelling. Overall, this is a solid sequel. In addition to that, it is propelled by two protagonists who are both powerful and captivating.โ
โGoodreads Reviewer
About The Author
Blake Miller
Blake Miller
Blake Miller is a graduate of Episcopal High School in Alexandria, VA and Rhodes College in Memphis, TN. He presently resides in his hometown of Lexington, KY.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Blake Miller for his book, DELOS: The White Tree.
DELOS: The White Tree
Book: DELOS: The White Tree Author: Blake Miller Publication date: 01/05/21 Genres: Fantasy (Epic, YA) Page Count: 492 (print) Publisher: Hierophant Press
About DELOS: The White Tree
Incredible world-building, a thrilling adventure, and intriguing mysteries to unravel will have you engrossed in the story and invested in the characters from the opening chapter to the monumental, unforgettable, hundred-page climax in the first installment of this epic fantasy series. Cynthia Summers and Kaden Krossway have different parents. Cynthiaโs from London, England, and Kadenโs from Southern California. Moreover, Cynthiaโs black and Kadenโs white. So why do they know with such certainty theyโre twins?
Their 16th birthday will reveal that nothing about them is ordinary or as it seems when theyโre called upon by a mysterious source for help. Along with a new friend, theyโll learn theyโre part of a much larger world, one of Lurkur Witches and evil shadowraiths; of treetop villages and a skeletal forest within the forest; and of battles for survival and a realization they had been hidden away for the first sixteen years of their life for a reasonโฆ The story of Cynthia and Kaden begins here. Great for Teens, Young Adults, and Adults alike!
โ…Miller has found a way to keep me turning the pages obsessively to find out just what happens next, forcing myself to stay up longer and longer to try and see what may be happening in this world that I seem to keep forgetting isn’t on my current plain of existence.โ
โAmazon Reviewer
About The Author
Blake Miller
Blake Miller
Blake Miller is a graduate of Episcopal High School in Alexandria, VA and Rhodes College in Memphis, TN. He presently resides in his hometown of Lexington, KY.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome the author of Exits: Selected PoemsโStephen C. Pllock for an author interview with The Reading Bud in collaboration with Poetic Book Tours.
About The Author
Stephen C. Pollock is a recipient of the Rolfe Humphries Poetry Prize and a former associate professor at Duke University. His poems have appeared in a wide variety of literary journals, including โBlue Unicorn,โ โThe Road Not Taken,โ โLive Canon Anthology,โ โPinesong,โ โCoffin Bell,โ and โBuddhist Poetry Review.โ โExitsโ is his first book.
Interview
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
Thanks for the warm welcome. Iโll be delighted to provide an introduction that goes beyond the bare bones info in my Author Bio.
I am: an author in multiple genres; an academic physician and neuro-ophthalmologist and who served on the faculty at Duke University until 2004; a former chief executive of a vision benefits company; and an inventor.
My mother was an artist who introduced me to Impressionist and Modern art before I could read. My father, by contrast, was an antitrust attorney. These two divergent influences โ aesthetic appreciation from mom, and logic and rationality from dad โ both find expression in my various endeavors, including poetry.
On the health front, Iโve been struggling with the spinal cord variant of multiple sclerosis (MS) for twenty-four years. The disease has caused partial paralysis of my right leg, but the good news is that Iโm still able to stand up and ambulate independently with a walker.
Finally, Iโm a lifelong dog lover. So, you might ask, why donโt you currently have a dog? The answer is that my beloved yorkipoo Dinky passed away in 2012, and I still think about her and grieve for her every day.
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
The poems in Exits were written between 2003 and the present.ย Each poem was crafted in isolation; I had no intention of putting together a collection until 2022, at which point my concept was to incorporate what I considered to be my best work into a book entitled Line Drawings.ย It was only during the curating process that I realized that many of the poems Iโd selected were centered around issues of mortality โ disease and decline, death and remembrance.ย I then decided to curate a more concise collection that cohered by virtue of a unifying theme, and Exits was born.
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
The poems in Exits were written between 2003 and the present.ย Each poem was crafted in isolation; I had no intention of putting together a collection until 2022, at which point my concept was to incorporate what I considered to be my best work into a book entitled Line Drawings.ย It was only during the curating process that I realized that many of the poems Iโd selected were centered around issues of mortality โ disease and decline, death and remembrance.ย I then decided to curate a more concise collection that cohered by virtue of a unifying theme, and Exits was born.
What is that one message that you’re trying to get across to the readers in this book?
The book doesnโt convey a single message. The constituent poems explore the subject of mortality from a variety of perspectives. One can think of the collection as a meditation on mortality, nature, and the cycle of life.
Which poems in the collection are your favourites?
โSeedsโ is the best sonnet in the collection, and โSyringeโ is probably the most original and creative long poem Iโve ever written. โArachnidรฆa: Line Drawingsโ seems to connect with readers, given that it was a finalist in one statewide competition and was awarded 2nd prize in another statewide competition.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
I think that my focus on the finite nature of our biological selves derived from three sources. First, I was raised without any religious training, so from a very young age, I was left on my own to ponder the enormity of the universe, time and eternity, and the meaning of existence. Second, as a physician and neuro-ophthalmologist, Iโve cared for numerous patients with serious and/or life-threatening diseases. And third, since 1999, Iโve had to deal with multiple sclerosis and the ramifications of that disease for life expectancy. It seems likely that these three factors have influenced the content of my writing, either consciously or unconsciously.
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
As noted above, the twenty poems in Exits were written sporadically over a two-decade span of time, beginning in 2003.
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
I hope to be alive in five years! At my age (67), and having no choice but to cope with a neurological condition thatโs almost invariably progressive, planning for the future often feels like a foolโs errand.
Are you working on any other poems presently?
At present, all of my energy is focused on the publication process. I also anticipate taking the steps necessary to introduce Exits to as many readers as possible. Once these activities are behind me, I look forward to resuming the writing life.
Why have you chosen this genre? Or do you write in multiple genres?
Over the course of my life, Iโve written in multiple genres: poetry, short fiction, scientific articles published in peer-reviewed medical journals, book chapters in neuro-ophthalmology texts, and U.S. Patent 4,477,158 (written by me, not by intellectual property attorneys).
When did you decide to become a writer? ย Was it easy for you to follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way?
I began writing independently of schoolwork when I was nine. On the one hand, I scribbled rhyming poems in pencil on the cardboard that came with my fatherโs laundered shirts. On the other hand, I wrote essays on the structure and functions of the human body. By the end of that year, I had drafted enough material for an illustrated manuscript on human anatomy and physiology. This of course was never published, but it did anticipate my future career as a physician.
With respect to writing poetry, the major sacrifice turned out to be my choice of academic medicine as a career. After I graduated from Amherst College, I trained for ten years to become a physician, ophthalmologist, and neuro-ophthalmologist. In 1987, I was recruited to Duke University as Chief of Neuro-Ophthalmology, eventually achieving a rank of Associate Professor with tenure. I ended up serving on the full-time faculty for seventeen years.
Some physicians are able to write poetry throughout their medical careers. I didnโt belong to that group. For me, maintaining a consultative practice in neuro-ophthalmology, training residents and fellows, publishing clinical research papers in medical journals, and carrying out a variety of administrative responsibilities was all-consuming.
While the instinct to write poetry was completely suppressed throughout this 26-year period, it was not extinguished. As I cut back on academic responsibilities during my last year at Duke, that instinct began to slowly reassert itself.
What is your writing ritual? How do you do it?
I have always been undisciplined with respect to writing poems, as evidenced by the fact that I have no set writing schedule. In contrast to most other poets, I lack the ability to sit down daily at my desk and call forth ideas and/or personal experiences to serve as the basis for new poems. Nor have I ever relied on writing prompts to prime my poetry pump. Instead, I wait for lightning to strike (or, mixing metaphors, for the Muse to whisper in my ear). The unpredictability of this approach means that I never know when the next poem will materialize.
Once I begin writing, however, I become intensely focused. The key for me is to occupy a mental space where words, sounds, rhythms, concepts, and metaphorical possibilities freely and continuously enter the mind, while at the same time applying critical filters to eliminate the 99.9% of options that lack usefulness or merit. Those filters are internal, personal and idiosyncratic. They donโt relate to prevailing trends in poetry, to contemporary poets, or to the work of historical poets.
When fully engaged and maximally productive, my efforts typically result in four new lines of poetry per day (derived from perhaps a dozen pages of notes and drafts).
How do you prefer to write – computer/laptop, typewriter, dictation or longhand with a pen?
I often begin as I did in childhood, with pencil and paper. After sketching out a preliminary concept or drafting a few auspicious words or phrases or stanzas, I transition to composing in Word on a laptop.
What are your 5 favourite books?
I would find it difficult to identify my favourite books because Iโm unsure about what criteria to apply in the selection process โ enjoyment? literary merit? historical importance? subject matter?
I do think I can identify the books that have had the greatest influence on my philosophy and on my writing:
Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance by Robert Pirsig
How Does a Poem Mean? by John Ciardi
Leonardo Da Vinci by Walter Isaacson
A Little Book on Form by Robert Hass
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
Given that so-called โwriterโs blockโ describes my natural state, I allow it to persist until it no longer does.
What advice would you give to aspiring writers?
As a debut author, Iโm hardly qualified to be doling out advice to other writers. Iโm nevertheless happy to share some of the lessons Iโve learned while writing and compiling the poems for Exits:
Write poems that represent your unique aesthetic sensibilities. Try not to be overly influenced by prevailing trends or contemporary poetic styles.
Edit mercilessly over an extended period. Satisfying first drafts often begin to show their flaws only after sufficient time has elapsed to afford an objective assessment.
Be prepared for an abrupt shift into business mode when you transition from writing your book to publishing it.
Thank you, author Stephen, for taking out the time to answer our questions and for all your thought-provoking and interesting answers!
About the Book
Exits: Selected Poems
Stephen C. Pollock’s poetry collectionย Exitsย nods to the literary traditions of years past while simultaneously speaking to the present moment. Multilayered and musical, the poems inย Exitsย have drawn comparisons to the work of Eavan Boland and Seamus Heaney. With bold imagery, attention to form, and a consistent through line rooted in the theme of mortality, Pollock’s collection responds to contemporary anxieties surrounding death and the universal search for meaning in life’s transience.
You can findย Exits: Selected Poemsย here: Amazonย |ย Goodreads
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Junis Sultan studied in Frankfurt am Main, Eichstรคtt and at California State University Fullerton. He received a Fulbright and a Horizonte Scholarship. For the past six years, he has taught English, politics, and economics as a high school teacher in Frankfurt am Main. He is pursuing a doctorate in Modern Political Theory at the University of Heidelberg.
As fate would have it, I started writing very young, in primary school. I did not only write fictional stories to rediscover my lost Iraqi identity in Germany. Since my father was not very fluent in German and since I was the most successful among my siblings at school in academic terms, he asked me to read and explain our letters from the mailbox and answer them. Soon, I began to translate and write speeches for my father, who worked as the chairman of the Council of Foreigners in our town. I first dreamed of becoming a writer when I started journaling as a 15 year oldโin the aftermath of the 9/11 terror attacks, a very intense and emotional time. My dream was to live in a warm country close to the ocean, read a lot of books, and write books. Writing has been my way to process things and find meaning ever since. It started as a hobby as I was more serious about becoming a boxer as a teenager. Boxing taught me many life lessons, above all discipline, which includes making sacrifices. So, being ambitious and disciplined has been part of my personality for a long time. It was and still is natural to me. And yes, I made a lot of sacrifices on the way to follow my passion and become a writer. When you work 9 hours a day, commute, do the household, cook, eat, do sports, shower, and sleep 7 hours at night, there is not much time left every day to become something else in addition to your current jobโespecially if you decide to use your free time watching TV or going out, being social etc. I radically cut back mostly all of those things, except family and health. There always needs to be time for these two things. But if you really want to become something else, you need to invest at least 2 hours every day in yourself, if not more. If you add up those days, months, and years, you will eventually reap the fruits of your work. ย
About The Book
Brothers and Strangers: A German-Iraqi Memoir
Born in Mosul, Iraq, to a wealthy intercultural family, Junis Sultanโs happy, privileged childhood is abruptly cut short by the start of the Gulf War in 1991. With their home destroyed, Junisโs family flees to Germany, settling in a small conservative town near Frankfurt. As his family struggles to adapt to their new circumstances, Junis finds himself increasingly torn between two worldsโfighting to carve out an identity for himself between his familyโs expectations and a culture that demands his assimilation. After the 9/11 terror attacks, Junis begins to keep a diary, in which he reflects on questions of family, friendship, religion, and politics. These deep insights gradually expand beyond cultural borders, as Junis begins to explore the universal human needs for bonding and freedom.
Brothers and Strangersย is a unique, heartfelt memoir of endurance, forgiveness, and self-actualization, offering a timely message about the importance of acting with openness and love in a global reality.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome the author of Brothers and Strangers: A German-Iraqi Memoir โJunis Sultan for an author interview with The Reading Bud.
Aboutย Theย Author
Junis Sultan studied in Frankfurt am Main, Eichstรคtt and at California State University Fullerton. He received a Fulbright and a Horizonte Scholarship. For the past six years, he has taught English, politics, and economics as a high school teacher in Frankfurt am Main. He is pursuing a doctorate in Modern Political Theory at the University of Heidelberg.
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
My name is Junis Sultan. Iโm an author, a teacher, and a doctorate student. I was born in Mosul, Iraq in 1986 to a wealthy intercultural family. After the Gulf War in 1991, my family fled to Germany. We have stayed here since then; so, Iโve spent most of my life in Germany. I started journaling when I was 15 years oldโafter the 9/11 terror attacks, a very intense and emotional time. Since then writing has been my way to process things and find meaning.
I studied Politics, Economics, and English in Frankfurt, Eichstรคtt, and Fullerton and received a Fulbright and a Horizonte scholarship at the time. I currently teach part-time at a middle school near Frankfurt and pursue a doctorate in Modern Political Theory at the University of Heidelberg.
In my free time I love to be outside or do sports. One of my lifelong passions in addition to writing is boxing. It started with a movieโRockyโwhen we came to Germany.
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
It was a quite a journey until my memoir got published. The first version of my memoir was titled โStruggles of Strangers: Of Bonding and Freedomโ and self-published in 2017. It was staged at the German National Library in Frankfurt. In 2019, it was shortlisted for the Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing in New York. Shortly, I signed a contract with Brandylane Publisher Inc. and Kรถnigshausen und Neumann to get a polished version of my memoir published with a new title in the US and in Germany. The US title is BROTHERS AND STRANGERS: A GERMAN-IRAQI MEMOIR; the German title is GLAUBENSKRIEGE: VON FREMDEN UND FREUNDEN.
Even though I mostly grew up in Germany and even though German is my mother tongue, I wrote my memoir in English. Writing in English started with some journal entries, mostly poems and lyrics. When I began to study English at Goethe University Frankfurt, I completely switched to journaling in English.
My memoir includes original journal entries; but not just that. It also includes classic storytelling, news-reports, photos, official correspondence, and even court verdicts. On top, it takes place in different settings: Iraq, Jordan, Germany, and the US.ย ย ย ย
Why did you choose this particular theme for your book? What is that one message that youโre trying to get across to the readers in this book?
This might sound strange, but I think I did not choose the topic; I believe the topic or life chose me. My father is an Iraqi Muslim and my mother a German Christian. I was born to connect these two worlds, build bridges, and foster mutual understanding and integration. This has been my blessing and curse at the same time. In addition to my family structure, the flight to Germany was another personal fate that demanded my continuous efforts for integration. My happy, privileged childhood was abruptly cut short by the Gulf War in 1991. Our home was destroyed; we were forced to flee and eventually settled in a small conservative town in Germany, near Frankfurt, where we struggled to adapt to our new circumstances. I found myself increasingly torn between two worldsโfighting to carve out an identity for myself between my familyโs expectations and a culture that demanded my assimilation. After the 9/11 terror attacks, I began to keep a diary, in which I reflected on questions of family, friendship, religion, and politics. These deep insights gradually expand beyond cultural borders, as I began to explore the universal human needs for bonding and freedom. If I had to break down my memoir to one message, it would be: Act with openness and love.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
On November 11, 2011, I was so broken from the yearlong repercussions of the Gulf War, our flight, and ethnic and religious conflicts in my family and in our new environment that I didnโt see any sense in staying life. After having returned to Frankfurt, Germany, from a study-abroad year in Fullerton, California, I experienced a reverse culture shock: repeated experiences with racism, the uncovering of the racist NSU murder series, and the separation of my parents after decades of marital problems in which ethnic and religious differences were constantly played up. The feelings of loss, loneliness, and despair overwhelmed me that day. I was determined to end my, what I thought, cursed life. But then, pictures came to my mind, like flashes, picture of the positive experiences and relationships in my life. That day, the idea evolved in my mind. In order not only to survive, but to heal, I wanted to write down everything. I wanted to use my story and create something good for others. I wanted to help others deal with their fears and despairs. I wanted to encourage people to love themselves and those around them. I wanted to tear down the walls we have created and connect old and young, men and women, East and Westโall people. This was the only way my life made sense to me: to encourage our human experiencesโthe needs for bonding and freedom, the struggles for happiness and peace, and the connecting and liberating powers of love.
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
It took me several years to finish this memoir as I was facing some challenges on the way: dealing with re-traumatization, developing personally, becoming a better writer in a second language, completing my studies, teacher training, and teaching full-time. The first version of my memoir was called โStruggles of Strangers: Of Bonding and Freedom.โ I completed it in 2014/2015 and began to contact literary agents and agenciesโwithout success. So I revised it, again and again. In 2017, I self-published it. In 2019, after about 1000 rejections, it was eventually shortlisted for the Restless Books Prize for New Immigrant Writing in New York. Shortly, I signed a contract with Brandylane Publisher Inc. and Kรถnigshausen und Neumann to get a polished version of my memoir with a new title published in the US and in Germany.
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
I would definitely like to write more books. I see myself in 5 years doing the sameโteaching and writingโbut on another, higher level. Ideally, I will be teaching at university and finishing my next book. I already have it in my mind. It is a continuation of my familyโs story. The next book will tackle topics that have been taboos in my family: personality disorders, sexual abuse, homophobia, drug abuse, and suicide. Obviously, these topics are very serious. And it will be difficult to go through everything again. But I think I owe it my brother who was found dead in his apartment in 2021 as a victim of a drug overdose. I want to encourage people to openly talk about these problemsโwhich go beyond cultural bordersโso that we all take responsibility and find ways to help those who are affected, in some cases including ourselves, heal, make progress, and live a life in which everyone can prosper.ย
Are you working on any other books presently?
Yes, I am, but it is another kind of book, an academic book. It is my doctoral dissertation I write at Karl-Ruprecht University Heidelberg. The title is โLinguistic justice: Rethinking Education in Liberal Democracy.โ Itโs about how public schools (analyzed by the example of Germany) can do more justice to the growing numbers of students that have a non-European background. Itโs about the politics of recognition, the prioritization of integration, legally binding frameworks, linguistic and global citizenship, community-based multilingual education, longer joint learning, and inclusive education that is open for different cultures, languages, and religions. There are many ways to further integration; they all make a difference.ย ย ย ย ย ย
Do you also dabble in Fiction?
No, I donโt and probably wonโt because the topic I focus onโintegrationโis a matter of heart for me that does not only concern ethnic minorities. Itโs about justice; itโs about how we want to live together as people. On the other hand, I have some dystopic novels with my students at school, which touched this topic indirectly or directlyโlike Brave New World or The Giver. So, maybe one day I will dabble in fiction but definitely not in the next five years.
When did you decide to become a writer? Was it easy for you follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way?
I first dreamt of becoming a writer when I started journaling as a 15 year old. My dream was to live in a warm country close to the ocean, read a lot of books and write books. At the time, I also began writing and translating a number of speeches for my father, who was the chairman of the Council for Foreigners. Still, writing was more a hobby and I was more serious about becoming a boxer then. Boxing taught me many life lessons, above all discipline, which includes making sacrifices. So, being ambitious and disciplined has been part of my personality for a long time. It was and still is natural to me. I am a driven person. And yes, I made a lot of sacrifices on the way to follow my passion and become a writer. When you work 9 hours a day, commute, do the household, cook, eat, do sports, shower, and sleep 7 hours at night, there is not much time left every day to become something elseโespecially if you decide to use your free time watching TV or going out, being social etc. I radically cut back mostly all of those things, except family and health. There always needs to be time for these two things. But if you really want to become something else, you need to invest at least 2 hours every day in yourself, if not more.
What is your writing ritual? How do you do it?
I am a nighthawk. Since writing was never my full-time job, I always wrote after I had met my other obligations. I have the habit of changing place when I write. Sometimes I write at the dining table, sometimes at my desk, sometimes on the couch, sometimes standing, sometimes at the kitchen counter, sometimes in the train or bus, sometimes in a cafรฉ, sometimes right after work or in my breaks in the classroom, sometimes at the train station or airport, sometimes at the pool or even the beach. Sometimes I change places because I have to, sometimes I change place because I want to; it somehow makes me approach the material with different eyes. I usually write on my laptop, but I also have loads of notes on small pieces of paper. My working place is normally a precious mess. Sometimes I like to listen to instrumental music, often soundtracks. When I am working on a difficult piece, I need absolute silence though. I will read the text aloud, again and again until it flows. I usually drink tea, mostly ginger tea with honey, or coffee with milk and sugar when I write.ย
Is writing your profession or do you work in some other field too?
No, writing is not my profession; I currently work part-time in a middle school as an English and Politics and Economics teacher. In addition, I pursue a doctorate in Modern Political Theory at the Karl Ruprecht University of Heidelberg. I also taught high school for three years before that. I did enroll in several creative writing courses during my studies in Frankfurt and Fullerton though. I was also doing some translation work for my writing teacher in Fullerton, who had lost her uncle in a German concentration camp.ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย
Can you recommend a book or two based on themes or ideas similar to your book? (You can share the name of the authors too.)
Reading โThe Diary of Anne Frankโ touched me very deeply as a teenager. Even though I cannot compare her story with mine, there are some similar topic like the mother-child conflict and feeling alone and sad as a teenager.
Further, I have read many (auto-) biographies and memoirs by African-Americans who have covered themes similar to my book: the struggle for equality and freedom. To name some: W.E.B. Du Bois, Malcolm X, Muhammad Ali, and Michelle and Barak Obama.
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
I normally use timeboxing as a technique. To give an example: I allocate an evening for a revision of two pages or two years for writing an entire book. This way I create some expectations of myself and take track if I reach my goals. I often do not share my goals with others; reaching new goals is a personal standard I have for myself. The bigger the goal, like writing a new book, the more flexibility I give myself. If, for instance, I am not able to write a halfway good text on one day, I accept that and take a break. I go outside, do sports, and most often that is already enough to approach the piece with more energy and new eyes. If that is still not enough, I try the next day again. And sometimes, I have days where I am very productive and make up for the other less productive days. These are the days when I work until midnight or even longer.
What advice would you give to aspiring writers?
Never give up. Always keep working on your craft. Read and study your topic. Share your work with others. Everybody has got a story. But, always keep in mind that you need to answer the following two questions in the end: What can we learn from you? How does it make anyoneโs life better? ย
Thank you, author Sultan, for taking out the time to answer our questions and for all your thought-provoking and interesting answers!
About the Book
Brothers and Strangers: A German-Iraqi Memoir
Born in Mosul, Iraq, to a wealthy intercultural family, Junis Sultanโs happy, privileged childhood is abruptly cut short by the start of the Gulf War in 1991. With their home destroyed, Junisโs family flees to Germany, settling in a small conservative town near Frankfurt. As his family struggles to adapt to their new circumstances, Junis finds himself increasingly torn between two worldsโfighting to carve out an identity for himself between his familyโs expectations and a culture that demands his assimilation. After the 9/11 terror attacks, Junis begins to keep a diary, in which he reflects on questions of family, friendship, religion, and politics. These deep insights gradually expand beyond cultural borders, as Junis begins to explore the universal human needs for bonding and freedom.
Brothers and Strangers is a unique, heartfelt memoir of endurance, forgiveness, and self-actualization, offering a timely message about the importance of acting with openness and love in a global reality.
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com
Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome author Junis Sultan who’ll be sharing an excerpt from his latest release Brothers and Strangers: A German-Iraqi Memoir.
About the Book
Brothers and Strangers
Born in Mosul, Iraq, to a wealthy intercultural family, Junis Sultanโs happy, privileged childhood is abruptly cut short by the start of the Gulf War in 1991. With their home destroyed, Junisโs family flees to Germany, settling in a small conservative town near Frankfurt. As his family struggles to adapt to their new circumstances, Junis finds himself increasingly torn between two worldsโfighting to carve out an identity for himself between his familyโs expectations and a culture that demands his assimilation. After the 9/11 terror attacks, Junis begins to keep a diary, in which he reflects on questions of family, friendship, religion, and politics. These deep insights gradually expand beyond cultural borders, as Junis begins to explore the universal human needs for bonding and freedom.
Brothers and Strangers is a unique, heartfelt memoir of endurance, forgiveness, and self-actualization, offering a timely message about the importance of acting with openness and love in a global reality.
Growing up, I often wondered whether my skin looked brown or white. My hair is certainly black, and my eyes are brown. Many Westerners I met probably thought Middle East as soon as they laid eyes on me or heard my nameโJunis Sultan. โWhere are you originally from?โ I was asked innumerable times. Some were visibly surprised that I spoke their language accent-free. Middle Easterners, however, were oftentimes disappointed that I did not speak Arabic fluently. โWhy did your parents not teach you?โ For a number of reasons, it was usually impossible for people to label meโand vice versa.
My story is one of unfavorable coincidence and unending reinvention. In the summer of 1991, after surviving the Gulf War, my family fled from Iraq to Germany. I was four years old at the time. One of my early memories is of sitting with my father in our run-down living room and watching the news. He raised his finger and shouted, โThe West imposed those bloody sanctions on Iraq, not Saddam.[1]หฎ Intimidated by his anger, I quietly asked him what he meant. He said, โThe West is Europe, North America, and Australia. Theyโve killed millions, and now they are killing us!หฎ His warning scared me. However, when I started attending kindergarten in 1992, I soon realized that his warning had proved wrong. In fact, we would live together happily and in peace with many Westerners for many years.
Since those early days, Iโve strived to live in harmony with everyone around me, including Middle Easterners and Westerners. Even though Iโve repeatedly failed, Iโve kept trying to balance both our common need to bond and common need for freedom. During puberty, I was particularly concerned with religious freedom. The divisiveness I experienced, especially in the post 9/11 years, always seemed human-imposed, harmful to our relationships, and therefore self-destructive and wrong. Growing up in Germany, I frequently pondered the purpose of our existence. Were we not all precious social individuals, connected and meant to support each other while realizing our personal dreams?
Despite my strong belief in the need for humans to bond, I often doubted our connectedness when meeting other people. A number of Westerners confronted me with negative stereotypes: โDoes your mother wear a hijab or a burka?โ โWere your sistersโ marriages arranged?โ โDo you hate Jews, the United States . . . ?หฎ None of it applied to me. Quite the opposite is true: My mother is Christian, and she has had difficulties accepting my different religion. A number of Middle Easterners have been disappointed by me as well, saying, โDonโt drink! Donโt wear shorts! Donโt . . . ! Itโs haram.[2]หฎ Interactions like these often left me feeling strange, disconnected, and challenged. How could I ease and strengthen our relationship? Was I overreacting? Were they looking for common ground?
The thousands-of-years-old stories of my name have shaped my complex identity. In 1993, during my first school year, my father told me that Junis derives from Yunus, โa prophet in the Quran who strongly believed in Godโs rules.หฎ In a Catholic religion class, I learned that the Hebrew Bible and the New Testament first told the story of Yunus under the name of Jonah. โJonah means dove in Hebrew, and a dove is a symbol of peace,หฎ my teacher said before she read us his story. โJonah was ordered by God to go to Nineveh and prophesy against the Ninevitesโ great wickedness. Afraid, however, that God would simply forgive the sinners, he boarded a ship that sailed in the opposite direction; a serious mistake! God punished him for his disobedience with a heavy storm at sea, and when the sailors found Jonah responsible, they threw him overboard. Jonah was then swallowed by a whale. While inside the belly of the whale, he repented, thanked God for his mercy, and committed himself to Godโs will, so the whale eventually spewed him out. . . .โ I looked at my teacher with large eyes. While I had no idea what my life would bring and how I would reactโat times quite like an unforgiving, disobedient runawayโI could relate to Jonahโs story. I, too, wanted to have a relationship with God and be uplifted when I fell.
My first name mostly caused insecurities among new people. Many Germans called me Jonas after I had introduced myself. Sometimes, when I spelled out JโUโNโIโS, I wondered if my pronunciation was unclear, or whether they ignored my real name out of convenience, or even disrespect. Some asked me to spell it out again, and then wanted to know where the name came from. The problem started when I was naturalized in 1991. โYounes is its international notation, but would complicate matters for Germans. Theyโre not used to Y, which is only used in a few words in German,หฎ a public official told my mother. My first name was thus Germanized. I was too young to notice the forced assimilation. Some Middle Easterners did, however. โSo are you a real Arab?หฎ they asked me after reading my name. โMy mother is German, my father Iraqi,โ I usually told them before I explained how my name was Germanizedโwhich often led to an awkward silence. Growing up, I soon began to understand how much my name defined me.
My last name, Sultan, sometimes amused people, reminding many of a carnival song: โThe caravan is moving, the sultan is thirsty . . .โ Sometimes, however, it raised fear or false idolization. The word sultan originally meant โstrengthหฎ in Arabic. Over time, it also became a title for leaders who claimed independence from any higher ruler. According to Wikipedia, one of the most famous sultans, Mehmed II, conquered Constantinople and ended the one-thousand-year-old Byzantine Empire in 1453. I assume his destructive power intimidated the West, whichโas Professor Edward Said[3] would sayโhas continuously strived to invent itself as good in direct contrast to the imagined evil of the Orient. Strangely, my father ascribed the exact opposite value to the Middle East. As if Mehmed II were better than any other murderer, and as if killing four thousand non-Muslims in 1453 was good.I always struggled to understand why some people devalued or even demonized those with different cultural backgrounds while idealizing their own people. Were we not all the same: just people, more or less flawed, and yet all worthy of love?
In my school days in Germany between 1993 and 2006, I mostly learned about the merits of the West. We investigated the European Enlightenment of the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries.Kantโs[4] โcategorical imperativeหฎโto always act in such a way that one would be willing for his actions to become general lawโseemed to me like a precious idea that could bring peace among people. We read the classics of the German literary periods; the eighteenth century Storm and Stress period was my favorite since it allowed the free expression of strong emotions. I excitedly examined the revolutions for freedom and unity: 1776 in America, 1789 in France, and 1848 in Germany.
Above all, I embraced the 1948 Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR), the first document I read at school that was drafted by an international committee with the aim of promoting peace for all peopleโa dream I wished everybody shared. While our teachers claimed that the unprecedented horrors of World War II led to the UDHR, I learned in 2009 in a rare seminar on โpost-colonialismหฎ at Goethe University that Nazi Germany was not a short-term mistake, which killed more than seventy million people around the globe, but rather a direct result of the propagandistic and bloody history of the West. Like Hannah Arendt[5] said, mainstream European nationalism and colonialism blended with post-enlightenment racial theories that proclaimed the natural superiority of the โwhite race,โ paving the way for the pseudo-legitimized enslavement and killing of non-white and non-Christian people around the globe for almost two centuries beforeHitler. Our seminar discussions also revealed the subtle, allegedly colorblind and areligious ways in which millions of non-white and non-Christian people have been killed far beyond the borders of the West since 1945, through economic exploitation, starvation, or military adventures that brought chaos, destruction, and even civil war. Still, one burning question remained: how could we stop these processes of dehumanization and these crimes against humanity?
I was eager to find out. After I completed my basic studies at Goethe University, Frankfurt, I studied political science at California State University, Fullerton, from 2010 to 2011. During my political philosophy course, I learned about Greek, Hebrew, Roman, and Christian societies, which my senior professor called โthe foundational stories of the West.หฎ In particular, I enjoyed our recurring discussions about whether it was possible to establish truths about ethicsโright individual conductโand politicsโright collective life. I, like a couple of my fellow students, believed we could.
At the end of the semester, my professor suggested that modern, twenty-first century global liberalism represented the synthesis of all stories of the West. Skeptical of his Eurocentric perspective, I asked him about the role of the rest of the world. He pondered for a second before he raised his head and said with a raised eyebrow, โWell, there was Mesopotamia, Egypt, Persia, and then came the bloody bastard Mohammed who spread Islam by the sword.หฎ Sitting in the last row, I looked at him in disbelief. Did he just really say that? As if the stories of the West were free of bloodshed. I remained silent and waited to hear more about his black-and-white worldview; but he stopped himself. โOh, shit, is she here? The one with the scarf?หฎ he asked, looking around.
Her name was Manar, which means โguiding lightหฎ in Arabic. She was not in class that day, but I wasโembodying a vibrant blend of Judeo-Christian-Muslim, German, Arabic, and Ottoman traditions. That day, like so many times before, I wondered: How could we overcome those hostile attitudes against โthe othersโ? How could we connect with one another and appreciate each other? How could we create more happiness and peace among each other and within ourselves?
[1] Saddam Hussein (Apr. 28, 1937โDec. 30, 2006), fifth President of Iraq, serving from July 16, 1979 to Apr. 9, 2003, was sentenced to death after being convicted for crimes against humanity.
[2] Arabic term; means โforbiddenโ or โproscribedโ by Islamic law.
[3] Edward Wadie Said (Nov. 1, 1935โSept. 25, 2003); professor of literature, public intellectual, and founder of the academic field of postcolonial studies.
[4] Immanuel Kant (Apr. 22, 1724โFeb. 12, 1804); German philosopher and central figure in modern philosophy, known for his book Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals.
[5] Johanna โHannahโ Arendt (Oct. 14, 1906โDec. 4, 1975); German-born Jewish American political theorist.
About The Author
Junis Sultan
Junis Sultan studied in Frankfurt am Main, Eichstรคtt and at California State University Fullerton. He received a Fulbright and a Horizonte Scholarship. For the past six years, he has taught English, politics, and economics as a high school teacher in Frankfurt am Main. He is pursuing a doctorate in Modern Political Theory at the University of Heidelberg.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome author L.J. Sellers who’ll be sharing an excerpt from her latest release AfterStrike.
About the Book
AfterStrike
What if, without warning, you had to run for your life and leave everything behind?
Remi Bartell faces that terrifying moment and takes only the dog who saved her.
But as she starts her new life, lightning strikes! Remi briefly loses her memory and makes one small mistakeโthat costs her everything. The crime-family patriarch sheโs hiding from kidnaps her and plunges her into a revenge nightmare. The psychological trauma cracks open buried memories from her old life that will either save her or destroy her.
AfterStrike blends fast-paced action with psychological suspense and unexpected romance, then ends with an explosive twist.
Remi opened her eyes, her fists clenched. โItโs still not coming back.โ
Her counselor sighed.โIโm sorry. Thatโs the only method I know for recalling memories. I think itโs time to see a specialist, someone who can help you in a more neurologic way.โ The womanโs robust voice didnโt match her thin, aging body.
โYouโre dumping me?โ Another unexpected blow. Remi had found Joanneโs name in her phone contacts and assumed they had a history. Even though this musty, low-rent office didnโt give off a professional vibe, sheโd counted on this woman to help get her life back.
โPlease donโt see it that way.โ Joanne scooted forward, her eyes troubled. โThis situation is complex for me. During our earlier sessions, before the incident, you told me things about your past, about your guilt. Now that you canโt remember any of that, it would be unethical and probably counterproductive for me to remind you. So I shouldnโt see you until youโve recovered.โ The counselor reached for a notepad. โIโll refer you to a neuropsychologist in Portland.โ
Remi shook her head. โI canโt start over. Itโs all been too much.โ Sheโd had a sliver of hope when sheโd walked in, but now she felt abandoned and alone. That would be the tagline on her gravestone.
โIโm still available by phone if you have destructive impulses and need to talk.โ Joanne held out the referral note.
Remi let out a harsh laugh. Destructive impulses would be her footnote. โIโll be fine. Thanks though.โ
She bolted from the office, knowing she would never be back. Coming here the first time a year ago had felt like cracking open her own chest. She remembered the pain of that first session if not the details. Then two months earlierโjust as she was able to get through a day without hating herselfโsheโd suffered the strike and woken up with unbearable pain and no memory. Pieces of her recent life in this town had come back, but the rest of her past was still a total blank.
What was the point of seeing yet another specialist? So they could tell her she was physically fine and to just be patient? The doctor whoโd treated her in the ER kept saying that, and his indifference, especially to her physical distress, infuriated her. Remi reached for her phone to delete the counselorโs contact, but sheโd left the cell in her car.
At the bottom of the exterior stairs, she swore. Not only was it drizzlingโsignaling summerโs coming endโsome jackass had parked his crappy van too close to her Mazda. Now she would have to squeeze her wide hips in sideways like a contortionist. She shuffled across the secluded back lot, wincing at the literal pain in her ass and wishing sheโd dressed warmer. As she grabbed the driverโs side handle, a flash of panic. Where was Tuck?
Behind her, the vanโs sliding door clanged open. Instinctual fear made her spin around to run, but she was too slow. A powerful hand pressed a vile rag against her mouth and a massive arm wrapped around her rib cage. With a quick lift, the man heaved her like a sack of cement. From inside the van, someone grabbed her armpits and pulled her into the dark space.
โMotherfuโโ She couldnโt form the rest of the word. Her tongue wouldnโt work and her brain felt woozy. Yet before she blacked out, a vague thought came together. Whoever sheโd been hiding from had finally found her.
Chapter 2
The Recent Past
Did you call me Remi?
July 3, two months earlier
Thunder boomed in the dark sky and Remi tensed. A storm hadnโt been in the forecast, so the sky-shaking noise caught her off guard. Every fiber in her body wanted to bolt for the building, but she had to round up the kids first. She ran toward the girls on the swing set. โGo inside!โ She pointed at the back door. โNow!โ
Remi pivoted toward the boys playing basketball and repeated her frantic message. Three of the kids went wide-eyed and followed the girls, but Trevor, a hyper five-year old, took another run at the low hoop. Panic made her heart pound in her ears. โI said now!โ
The boy turned, shocked at her tone, but instead of running toward the daycare, he burst into tears and bolted to the corner of the fenced-in play area.
Shit. She didnโt have time for this.
The sky flashed, a light so bright it hurt her eyes.
โGet inside!โ Remi dashed toward him, but he dodged her. Cursing loudly, she gave chase, catching him as he rounded the big metal slide. She scooped him up and tried to run, but he was heavy and kicked at her knees. Thunder boomed again, and her lungs fought for air against her tight chest. Almost there. As she reached the patio, the boy squirmed out of her arms and scurried in the door ahead of her.
A moment later, the air sizzled and a bolt of lightning knocked her to the ground. The pain was so intense Remi blacked out before her face hit the concrete.
She woke to the sound of concerned voices, a man and a woman talking softly nearby. Her eyes fought to stay closed like they did sometimes on sleepy mornings, but she managed to force a word out of her parched mouth. โWater.โ Why did she hurt everywhere?
One voice came closer. โRemi, can you hear me? I see you blinking.โ
Who was Remi? โWater.โ She forced her eyes open.
The man, who seemed young and dressed in white, was rather blurry as he leaned in and offered a straw. The cool liquid soothed her mouth, and the room came into focus: a small exam space in the back of an ER.
โWhy am I here?โ Dread filled her chest as she realized she couldnโt remember what had happened.
โYou were hit by lightning at the daycare.โ
What? Confused, she sat up and peeked under the sheet. Her body had nice breasts that were starting to sag and a layer of pudge on her belly. How could she not remember this? Panic rolled in like a tidal surge, threatening to drown her.
โYou should lay back and rest.โ The man pressed a lever to raise the top of the wheeled bed. โIโm Dr. Azul Sanjay.โ
โDid you call me Remi?โ
A flash of concern. โYour work badge says Remi Bartel.โ
She gulped for breath. โI canโt remember anything.โ
โWeโll get you a CT scan and see whatโs happening.โ The doctor sounded calm, but his eyes were uncertain. โYour memory loss is likely temporary.โ An uncomfortable pause. โIโve never treated a high-voltage shock patient, but my understanding is that the effects are short-term.โ
โGood to hear. Because I need to get home.โ Remi didnโt know why, but the feeling was urgent. โHow long have I been here?โ
โTwo hours or so.โ
Remi glanced at the wall clock: 3:45. About the time she usually got home from work. The thought floated in and out, untethered to specific details. Still, it offered hope her memory would return.
Dr. Sanjay shifted. โYou donโt seem to have any injuries except for the burns where the lightning entered and exited your body. As soon as you feel ready, we can release you.โ
Remi touched the white bandage taped to her right shoulder socket. Where was the other burn? She started to ask, then realized she knew. The searing pain in her left butt cheek now made sense. โHave you given me any pain medication?โ
โNo. I wanted to see how you felt first.โ
โLike Iโve been dunked in a deep fryer with a vice-clamp around my head, then branded on the ass.โ She tried to smile. โSo put some of the good stuff in my IV, please.โ
The doctor looked surprised. โOn a scale of one to ten, with ten being the worst pain you can imagine, whatโs your level?โ
โI thought I just told you, but Iโll say eight or nine, just to be clear.โ
A long moment of silence. โOkay. Weโll get some anti-inflammatory in your line, and Iโll write you a script for ten Percocet with no refills.โ
โThanks. Iโd like to leave soon.โ And go where? Remi tried to visualize her home. A small brown cottage came to mind. No. That was her childhood home. โWhere are we, by the way?โ
โWilsonville.โ
It meant nothing to her. โCan you be more specific?โ
โItโs a small town south of Portland, Oregon.โ
The west coast seemed familiar and correct. Time to get out there and see it. Maybe the visual images would trigger actual memories. โWhereโs my purse? With my driverโs license?โ
โItโs likely still at the daycare. Weโll call them. Anyone else we should contact? A spouse? Family?โ
Remi couldnโt think of a single person she might know. โAfter the CT scan, will you call an Uber for me?โ Being alone with the pain and memory loss rather terrified her, but lying in this windowless room not knowing anything felt like a layer of hell Dante hadnโt experienced.
Chapter 3
The Recent Past
Her life had once been more vibrant
A few hours later
Remi walked into KinderCare, blinking at the bright colors. If she worked here, she must like kids, but she didnโt remember this place. Or anything else. Her CT scan hadnโt shown an injury to her skull or brain, but her mind seemed to be lost in a thick fog. The sensation was bizarre and embarrassing and she wanted to get this interaction over quickly. Her headache had eased, but so had the effect of the anti-inflammatory, and her burns hurt with every movement.
โRemi!โ The stout woman behind the counter desk beamed. โIโm so glad youโre okay. Weโve all been worried sick.โ
Remi tried to be pleasant. โThanks.โ She glanced at the receptionistโs badge. โCheri.โ
โYouโre wearing hospital scrubs. Are you sureโ?โ
โIโm fine. My clothes were burned and they cut them off me.โ
โOh right.โ Cheri stood. โLet me get the rest of the staff. Theyโll want toโโ
โNo. Please. Iโm not up for it. I just need my purse.โ
โOf course.โ Cheri reached under the counter and held out a brown canvas shoulder bag.
Remi took it, dug around for a wallet, then stared at her driverโs license. The woman in the photo looked vaguely familiar: thirty-five or so with ash-blonde hair, hazel eyes, and round cheeks. Kinda pretty, but not really. The name read: Remi Lynn Bartel. She noted the date of birth and realized she was only thirty-one. She looked up at Cheri. โMy memory is fuzzy. Do I have a car here?โ
The receptionist frowned. โThe green Mazda.โ
โThanks. I need to go.โ
โAre you sure you should be alone?โ
โIโm not sure of anything, except that I need to get home.โ Remi also remembered the address on her license after glancing at it only briefly. That struck her as odd.
From an interior door, a young boy burst into the lobby. โRemi!โ He threw his arms around her legs. โIโm so sorry you were hurt.โ
Startled by his affection and concern, Remi patted his head. โThanks. I think Iโll be okay.โ She felt bad about not remembering his name.
He looked up. โJason told me you were dead.โ
Remi chuckled and stepped back. โDo I look like a zombie?โ She forced a smile. โI was just asleep for a while. Now I have to go home and rest.โ
โYouโll be back tomorrow?โ
โMaybe not โtil next week. Bye for now.โ She hurried out before anyone else confronted her.
In the car, which was impressively clean, she gave Google Maps her address and let its naggingvoice guide her. As she drove through Wilsonville, the sign for Boonsferry Landing amused her, and directions to Coffee Lake made her smile. Had she grown up in this funky little town or purposely moved here? When the Nag told her sheโd arrived, Remi stopped at the end of a short side street and stared at the two-story farmhouse. This wasnโt it. She noticed two mailboxes, then realized the driveway went past the house to another dwelling in back. Remi eased down the cracked, narrow concrete, spotted a cute cottage, and felt a little less intimidated. On the porch, a planter bloomed with purple petunias. Had she planted them? She stepped up to the door and panic hit her. What if she had a roommate or boyfriend inside? Would she even know their name?
Remi unlocked the door with the other key on her set and stepped inside. The air smelled of fried onions, a strangely comforting scent. Something banged in the back of the house, startling her. Rapid clicking sounds, then a little white dog with a brown face burst across the room. He leapt into her arms, wiggling and kissing her face.
โTuck!โ
Love surged in her heart, overwhelming her to the point of tears. She wasnโt alone. This little guy was her lifeโand remembering his name delighted her. She squeezed him tight, then sat on the bench by the door, letting him jump and rub all over her until he settled down. By then, pain screamed at her to get up, and she took one of the Percocets sheโd picked up at the hospital pharmacy. She needed to put something in her stomach soon, or the oxy might make her nauseous, but she wanted to explore the house first.
The tour took all of three minutes, with Tuck padding along. In addition to the boxy living room and galley kitchen, she had two small bedrooms, a hall bath with outdated fixtures, and a closet-sized laundry room with a dog door leading outside. The main bedroom was tidy and simple, the only color a mint-green blanket, the only decoration a vase with dried flowers on the dresser. The simplicity suited her, yet also made her sad, as though her life had once been more vibrant.
โNot much to look at, huh, Tuck?โ
He wagged his tail, and they wandered back down the hall. The spare room contained a narrow desk with a laptop, a dust-covered stationary bike, and a stack of empty retail boxes. Theyโd once contained a flat-screen TV, an electric can opener, and sets of plates, bowls, and glasses. Sheโd either recently purchased these things, or she never threw away boxes.
A memory tickled her subconscious, like the way her nose itched before a sneeze. Exhausted, Remi headed back to the kitchen. She needed to eat, take some aspirin, and rest for a while.
Halfway through a bowl of canned chili, with Tuck eating his share nearby, an image surfaced. She was stepping out of her car at a park, where sheโd looked around and liked what she sawโa quaint, lush-green town where she could feel safe. Her backseat had some luggage, a blanket, and a bag of dog food. Tuck, of course, was at her side.
When had she moved to this place? By the look of the house, particularly the retail boxes, maybe only a few months ago. Yet she knew it had been longer, and sheโd come here for a reason. Someone to be close to? No. Fear squeezed her heart. Someone to get away from. . . in yet another life she couldnโt remember.
About The Author
L.J. Sellers
L.J. Sellers writes the bestselling Detective Jackson mysteriesโa four-time winner of the Readers Favorite Awards. She also pens the high-octane Agent Dallas series, the Extractors series, and provocative standalone thrillers. The Gender Experiment also won a Readersโ Favorite Award, and her newest release, AfterStrike, is getting the best reviews of her career. L.J. resides in Eugene, Oregon where many of her 30 novels are set. When not plotting murders, she enjoys standup comedy, cycling, and zip-lining. And much like her Extractor character, she once rescued her grandchildren from a dangerous cult in Costa Rica
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author L.J. Sellerson The Reading Bud for her latest release Afterstrike.
About The Author
L.J. Sellers
L.J. Sellers writes the bestselling Detective Jackson mysteriesโa four-time winner of the Readers Favorite Awards. She also pens the high-octane Agent Dallas series, the Extractors series, and provocative standalone thrillers. The Gender Experiment also won a Readersโ Favorite Award, and her newest release, AfterStrike, is getting the best reviews of her career. L.J. resides in Eugene, Oregon where many of her 30 novels are set. When not plotting murders, she enjoys standup comedy, cycling, and zip-lining. And much like her Extractor character, she once rescued her grandchildren from a dangerous cult in Costa Rica
โThe best thriller L.J. Sellers has written, and sheโs at the top of my must-read list.โ
โ Bestselling Author Teresa Burrell
About the Book
Afterstrike
What if, without warning, you had to run for your life and leave everything behind?
Remi Bartell faces that terrifying moment and takes only the dog who saved her.
But as she starts her new life, lightning strikes! Remi briefly loses her memory and makes one small mistakeโthat costs her everything. The crime-family patriarch sheโs hiding from kidnaps her and plunges her into a revenge nightmare. The psychological trauma cracks open buried memories from her old life that will either save her or destroy her.
AfterStrike blends fast-paced action with psychological suspense and unexpected romance, then ends with an explosive twist.
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com
Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Josephine Waldenon The Reading Bud for her upcoming book The Ordeal.
About The Author
Josephine Walden
Josephine was raised in a quaint small town in โthe thumbโ of Michigan in a close extended family.ย Music and nursing were her passions.ย She became a psychiatric nurse and worked while her husband attended college.ย Work opportunities took them to Chicago.ย Years later they returned to โthe thumbโ and renovated her ancestral home.ย She enjoys her daughter and granddaughter who live nearby.ย โThe Ordealโ is her first book and she is working on another true story involving hardship and duplicity.
After two major floods with their financial, physical, and emotional ramifications, a car accident, several dangerous encounters while traveling and family deaths, I spiraled down into a life-changing, nursing-career ending illness.ย Diagnosis:ย ย Myalgic Encephalomyelitis/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, a little understood illness at the time.ย A single mom, I struggled to work but the symptoms slowly overtook me:ย ย debilitating fatigue, flu-like symptoms, a pre-leukemic blood dyscrasia and a slow loss of memory.ย Then a beloved sister and I inherited two estates.ย She took care of probate.ย As I descended into the throes of the illness, she invited me to stay with her and her husband.ย While there, fun times were punctuated by unpleasant encounters and accusations of family neglect and other short comings.ย Unable to respond due to memory loss and slow thought processes, I kept silent.ย As probate progressed, my daughter began to warn me about my sisterโs behavior in dealing with the probate issues.ย I couldnโt comprehend her concerns as I trusted my sister implicitly.ย I was blissfully unaware of game playing, creative manipulations, plots, thefts and acts of revenge.
Finally, there was some improvement and I returned to work.ย That attempt failed after only four months.ย With trepidation I eventually returned to my sisterโs due to her persistent coaxing.ย While there, she did all she could to make me physically, as well as emotionally, uncomfortable.ย I left.ย Once away her behavior became overly hostile and aggressive.ย She seemed to be a combination of Baby Janeโs sister and Virginia Wolff!ย My ex-husband, a state policeman, guided me through a two-estate, nine-year ordeal.ย Julieโs actions would almost financially break me, deprive me of some of my inheritance and cause family members to turn against me.ย
Eventually I had to retain an attorney.ย He had been a former prosecutor and said it was the worst case he had ever handled.ย Finally, after trying to deal with her, the attorneys asked me to meet with her.ย Still ill but with some improvement I pulled myself together.ย My attempted intervention wasnโt successful.ย She was evasive, less than honest, accusatory and walked out of the meeting to avoid answering my questions.ย The lawyers made the decision to hold a judicial inquiry so the judge would know how to rule.ย Sadly, court would be the next step.
In court the findings influenced the judge to put Julie on supervision to finish the probate business and had her escorted from the parental home and out of town by a Sheriffโs Deputy.ย He followed her to the next town.ย My lawyer called it โFrontier Justice.โย The home was sealed, and contents and home were sold.ย This final resolution brought peace and financial stability to my life.ย Estranged family members were reunited with me.
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What if, without warning, you had to run for your life and leave everything behind?
Remi Bartell faces that terrifying moment and takes only the dog who saved her.
But as she starts her new life, lightning strikes! Remi briefly loses her memory and makes one small mistakeโthat costs her everything. The crime-family patriarch sheโs hiding from kidnaps her and plunges her into a revenge nightmare. The psychological trauma cracks open buried memories from her old life that will either save her or destroy her.
AfterStrike blends fast-paced action with psychological suspense and unexpected romance, then ends with an explosive twist.
โThe best thriller L.J. Sellers has written, and sheโs at the top of my must-read list.โ
Bestselling Author Teresa Burrell
โA sizzling, must-read thriller!โ
Midwest Book Review
About The Author
L.J. Sellers
L.J. Sellers
L.J. Sellers writes the bestselling Detective Jackson mysteriesโa four-time winner of the Readers Favorite Awards. She also pens the high-octane Agent Dallas series, the Extractors series, and provocative standalone thrillers. The Gender Experiment also won a Readersโ Favorite Award, and her newest release, AfterStrike, is getting the best reviews of her career.
L.J. resides in Eugene, Oregon where many of her 30 novels are set. When not plotting murders, she enjoys standup comedy, cycling, and zip-lining. And much like her Extractor character, she once rescued her grandchildren from a dangerous cult in Costa Rica
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com
Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author Josephine Walden for her latest release, The Ordeal.
The Ordeal
Book:ย The Ordeal Author:ย Josephine Walden Publication date:ย 20th August 2022 Genres: Memoir, Non-Fiction Page Count:ย 401 Publisher:ย Self-Published
About The Ordeal
After two major floods with their financial, physical, and emotional ramifications, a car accident, several dangerous encounters while traveling and family deaths, I spiraled down into a life-changing, nursing-career ending illness.ย Diagnosis:ย ย Myalgic Encephalomyelitis/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, a little understood illness at the time.ย A single mom, I struggled to work but the symptoms slowly overtook me:ย ย debilitating fatigue, flu-like symptoms, a pre-leukemic blood dyscrasia and a slow loss of memory.ย Then a beloved sister and I inherited two estates.ย She took care of probate.ย As I descended into the throes of the illness, she invited me to stay with her and her husband.ย While there, fun times were punctuated by unpleasant encounters and accusations of family neglect and other short comings.ย Unable to respond due to memory loss and slow thought processes, I kept silent.ย As probate progressed, my daughter began to warn me about my sisterโs behavior in dealing with the probate issues.ย I couldnโt comprehend her concerns as I trusted my sister implicitly.ย I was blissfully unaware of game playing, creative manipulations, plots, thefts and acts of revenge.
Finally, there was some improvement and I returned to work.ย That attempt failed after only four months.ย With trepidation I eventually returned to my sisterโs due to her persistent coaxing.ย While there, she did all she could to make me physically, as well as emotionally, uncomfortable.ย I left.ย Once away her behavior became overly hostile and aggressive.ย She seemed to be a combination of Baby Janeโs sister and Virginia Wolff!ย My ex-husband, a state policeman, guided me through a two-estate, nine-year ordeal.ย Julieโs actions would almost financially break me, deprive me of some of my inheritance and cause family members to turn against me.ย
Eventually I had to retain an attorney.ย He had been a former prosecutor and said it was the worst case he had ever handled.ย Finally, after trying to deal with her, the attorneys asked me to meet with her.ย Still ill but with some improvement I pulled myself together.ย My attempted intervention wasnโt successful.ย She was evasive, less than honest, accusatory and walked out of the meeting to avoid answering my questions.ย The lawyers made the decision to hold a judicial inquiry so the judge would know how to rule.ย Sadly, court would be the next step.
In court the findings influenced the judge to put Julie on supervision to finish the probate business and had her escorted from the parental home and out of town by a Sheriffโs Deputy.ย He followed her to the next town.ย My lawyer called it โFrontier Justice.โย The home was sealed, and contents and home were sold.ย This final resolution brought peace and financial stability to my life.ย Estranged family members were reunited with me.
Josephine was raised in a quaint small town in โthe thumbโ of Michigan in a close extended family.ย Music and nursing were her passions.ย She became a psychiatric nurse and worked while her husband attended college.ย Work opportunities took them to Chicago.ย Years later they returned to โthe thumbโ and renovated her ancestral home.ย She enjoys her daughter and granddaughter who live nearby.ย โThe Ordealโ is her first book and she is working on another true story involving hardship and duplicity.
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Anyone who’s thinking about becoming an insurance agent has a great career ahead of them that’s both lucrative and fulfilling but you’ll have to pass an insurance exam before you can get started. It’s something that all insurance agents have had to do, so you can expect a streamlined process that thousands of people undertake every year. Your first step is to figure out what type of insurance you want to be involved with.
There are different licenses for every type of insurance out there and youโre going to have to pass an exam for the one that you choose. Whether you decide to go with life insurance, property insurance, casualty insurance, or health insurance, you have to know what itโs all about. Thatโs why the best decision you can ever make is to take classes that will prepare you for the exam you have to pass to get your license.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome the author ofThe Fall of Immortals (Shogun of the Heavens #1) โI.D.G. Curry, from Atmosphere Press, for an author interview with The Reading Bud.
About The Author
I.D.G. Curry is a fiction novelist who was compelled to bring what started as a dream into an entire universe of characters that interact and intertwine with the mythology he loves. He believes that fiction, folklore, and myths are the true essences of storytelling; which opens the readerโs mind to what could be possible or even what the truth might actually be. Curry aims to collide the world we live in with centuries of man-kindโs imagination, even scattering elements from his own life into the journey. This is the journeyโs beginning.
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
Thank you, Heena & TRB, for taking the time to interview me. I am a fiction novelist who felt compelled to bring to life what started as a dream during one of my darkest hours: an entire universe of characters that interact and intertwine with the mythology I grew to love. In my opinion, fiction, folklore, and myths are the true essences of storytelling; they open the readerโs mind to what could be possible or even what the truth might actually be.
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
One thing you will hear a lot about the Shogun of the Heavens series is its pace. It has been described as cinematic to a degree. That was actually very intentional. When I started the Shogun of the Heavens, I wanted it to be in a style and flavor of my own. Because there were characters from well-known artworks from our history, I did not focus too much on their individual details because everyone who is familiar with them already would know what they look like. However, my original characters were all unique and my goal was to bring them to life, with the story, within the minds of my readers. So, I aim to do that mentally and then visually on my website where there will be artwork continuously added over the course of the story: www.shogunoftheheavens.com
In regards to the pace itself, I never really liked โfiller episodesโ in the content I watched. I understood why they were there, though most of the time, I felt there were other ways to introduce the past into the present or the present into the future. So, although I could make the story longer if I wanted to, it would actually take away more from the story because it would become more like everything else. The story stays focused on what is happening or wherever there is progression. Ask yourself: Do you really need to read a bunch of short fights where you can easily predict who was going to win? Of course not. You want to grip onto your seat! Even if you have no idea who is fighting, it excites you. Because you donโt know what is going to happen. One extra exclusive fact is that Shogun of the Heavens was not the original name of the series. I was originally going to call it GodsGrave, but when I was creating the Facebook group, I learned the name was taken. Oh boy, was I upset, because I wanted there to be symbolism in the name. Not only that, there were volumes of it and I wanted this book to stand out like it deserves so I brainstormed about the story from start to finish and I took a look at where the journey was going and then it hit me: โThe Shogun of the Heavens.โ I searched across the internet for any other title or reference with that name and there were none, so from then on, Shogun of the Heavens has been it.
What is that one message that you’re trying to get across to the readers in this book?
For such a long time, stories have been based on the tried-and-true perception of good versus evil and that the worldโs morality is in black and white. I challenge you to determine who is the hero and who is the villain in this story. What you will find as the story continues is that how you feel about a particular character may change from book to book. The way that all of the characters interact with one another and what motivates them are mixed into the story as if it truly happened, while remaining comparable to the stories told five thousand years ago.
Who is your favourite character in this book and why?
Xauldin is my favorite character. Because he is so multi-dimensional, which is also interesting since he himself started out as one of three dimensions of another being. His evolution throughout the story is a journey itself, fulfilling a prophecy of his own in a way.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
It was a dream. The Acolytes of Dawnโs personalities each came from individuals that knew me personally, both now and at the time. Even then, I did not start writing it until eight years later in the summer of 2019. I hadnโt told anyone that I had started writing it because I was still planning it on my War Table as I called it at that time, though I had begun organizing it from point A to point Z.
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
This first installment took me around a year and six months, finishing in the middle of March of 2020. I was becoming a father, then later a husband, while learning a new family around the beginning of the Covid-19 era, so writing was a way for me to stay focused on a grander goal, rather than focus on the chaos that was happening around us.
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
Honestly five years from now, I hope to bring Shogun of the Heavens to a streaming service like Hulu or Netflix. One with a studio that will join me in bringing this epic story to the screen in a series that I know the fans would love.
Are you working on any other stories presently?
Not at this time. I have noted a few other stories to begin on after I have completed the Shogun of the Heavens series. Though right now I am focusing the same energy and attention into this series that I hope to draw from my audience, as I write Book Two. Everyone who finished that first page and then nearly panicked when at the end of The Fall of Immortals, fear not. Book Two: The Throne Crusher is expected to be published on December 9th, 2023.
Why have you chosen this genre? Or do you write in multiple genres?
I have been caught up in this genre since the first time I saw Disneyโs Hercules as a kid. I was a big follower of anime and animated films just as I am today. However, as I am now an adult, I expanded into more historical and philosophical book such as The Moors in Spain, The Prince, and the different studies on the mythologies, which in essence are the religions of the past. I believe I have the ability to write another genre, such as crime or a philosophical piece, but I donโt feel the need to get that serious with that right now. I am having fun with Shogun of the Heavens and donโt want to rush it.
When did you decide to become a writer? Was it easy for you follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way?
The peculiar thing is I did not actually consider myself a writer until I got published by Atmosphere Press. Before that, I was just a person with an idea, ink, and some pages. I do not say this to demean anyone or discourage the writers of the future. What I am saying is that as I wrote my first book, I learned more about myself, my reality, and the story itself. As I wrote my book, I read others that helped to give me an understanding from multiple points of view. I had to come up with answers to questions like: What is a god? How did this god originate? How can their power and abilities be scaled?
You will know that you are a writer when you realize your ability to take a singular idea or concept and create a message to the world that only you and your audience will understand. The more relatable this concept is to understand, the more people you will inevitably reach.
What is your writing ritual? How do you do it?
I feel the power of music is underrated. Music can create feelings and emotions inside us and help us channel our energy into other mediums. I listen to music on YouTube that is either meditative or matches the intensity of a scene I am writing. Channels like Lofi Girl, TSWG, Tranquil Music, or even Tokyo Cafรฉ Jazz. Hearing melodies that did not put words in my head.
How do you prefer to write – computer/laptop, typewriter, dictation or longhand with a pen?
I plan on paper for a visual medium to arrange my ideas on something I can touch. The rest of it, though, is done on my laptop. From the time I was in elementary or secondary school, I did not write fast or have โpretty handwritingโ as referred to by my peers at the time. But I could cruise 45 words per minute on a keyboard. I decided to stick to my strengths.
What are your 5 favourite books? (You can share 5 favourite authors too.)
A Cruel Wind by Glen Cook
Marco Polo by Laurence Bergreen
Genghis Khan and the Making of the Modern World by Jack Weatherford
Venus and Adonis by William Shakespeare
Gilgamesh translated by Stephen Mitchell
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
Never believed in it. At least not for myself. To me, Writerโs Block means youโre out of ideas. I wouldnโt even want to admit that to myself. However, I have reached points in the story where I look left, right, and center. Then ask myself: Where do I go from here? The music I mentioned I listen to earlier is also helpful for stimulating the state a writer enters where you can see the story. I pace back and forth in my office, simulating the consequences, potential catastrophes or benefits that would result from one of my characters making a decision. This, as you can imagine, becomes more difficult the more characters that may be involved in one scene. โThe Kingโs Trialโ was one of those chapters, involving the princess and her host who was a Loyalist to her family’s regime. There are a few ways that something of that nature can go. I like the direction we went.ย
What advice would you give to aspiring writers?
The same advice I give to all of my friends and associates who tell me that they are writing. If you want to write then reading is going to be essential to you. It is not as though you are copying someone else. In fact, if you really think about it, mostโif not allโartworks were inspired by something else or something similar that was also inspired by something or someone else. When you read books related to a topic you are writing on, you grasp the concept better, becoming able to view the world through another writerโs eyes. Everything that they learned while writing, you will then learn and incorporate it into your works that will inspire the generations of writers after you.
I love writing. When I first was selecting my career as a youth, being an author would have never made the list. Now, I write not because it makes a living or just as a hobby. I write because I love telling impactful stories that provoke both thought and self-reflection.
Once again, my thanks to you, our friends, at The Reading Bud.
Thank you, author I.D.G. Curry, for taking out the time to answer our questions and for all your thought-provoking and interesting answers!
About the Book
The Fall of Immortals
In the ancient world, during the time of war, gods, and monsters. A sensation had been detected approaching Gaia, so ominous that it was felt across the cosmos by the few who dwelled in its supreme echelon.ย One Fallen Immortal will be pursued by mercenaries, the divine, and above all, those he once held dear from his past life. The clashes between these factions will decide who becomes an ally or whoโs next. The deep bonds of both friendship and love will be strained, some may even be severed. How far would you go for the ultimate prize? How much would you be willing to sacrifice? Most of us spend so much time desperately holding on to what little we can. There are also those of us who are ostracized because we choose to walk a path different from our group or community and then for that simple choice, are treated as if we have committed treason. If you were given the opportunity to gain everything you always wanted at the cost of the aforementioned, would you take it? If your answer is yes, I invite you to turn these pages. If you donโt think itโs possible, I challenge you to witness as our champion accomplishes the impossible.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring authorย Noureddine Hifadon The Reading Bud for his upcoming book Wagers of Fate.
About The Author
Noureddine Hifad
A native of the small Moroccan town of Essaouira which is located on the country’s Atlantic side, the author studied economics in high school and later did management studies in a business school. He is a self-made entrepreneur and one of the major exporters of Moroccan argan oil. The author is an amateur of Fantasy, and his writings are influenced by everything related to war and strategy, with a predominantly historical background.
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About the Book
Wagers Of Fate
Amidst a millennium of harmony and affluence, the Vargassian dynasty’s reign was abruptly extinguished with the sudden demise of its last emperor. The realm was thrown into pandemonium, with factions battling each other for control, until General Casper Leonberg seized Soliris, the imperial capital. As the political turmoil escalated, the young heir to the throne, Prince Hector, made a daring escape, determined to gather 108 righteous heroes to free the land from the Northern-Tiger’s tyranny.
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Today, we are featuringย William Miller, from An Enemy Like Me, for our Character Interview feature.
About The Author
Teri M. Brown
Born in Athens, Greece as an Air Force brat, Teri M Brown came into this world with an imagination full of stories to tell. She now calls the North Carolina coast home, and the peaceful nature of the sea has been a great source of inspiration for her creativity. Not letting 2020 get the best of her, Teri chose to go on an adventure that changed her outlook on life. She and her husband, Bruce, rode a tandem bicycle across the United States from Astoria, Oregon to Washington DC, successfully raising money for Toys for Tots. She learned she is stronger than she realized and capable of anything she sets her mind to. Teri is a wife, mother, grandmother, and author who loves word games, reading, bumming on the beach, taking photos, singing in the shower, hunting for bargains, ballroom dancing, playing bridge, and mentoring others.
Welcome to The Reading Bud! We are really excited to have you over. Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
My name is William Miller. I was born in North Canton, Ohio right before the United States entered World War II. That war shaped my life, not only while the fighting lasted but to this very day. That may surprise you since I was obviously too young to be a soldier. But here is something you should know โ war changes people โ even when they arenโt the ones doing the fighting.
What is your age and what do you do for a living?
Iโm 76 years old, so Iโm retired now. However, when I was younger, I was a carpenter. Although I built some houses, I mostly did renovation work. In my later years, I did what would be called finish work, such as creating mantles for a fireplace or dental molding to a dining room. I gained quite a reputation in my little North Carolina town for my work and stayed very busy.
How you like to spend your free time?
I have two main hobbies, painting and fixing up old cars. My paintings were never as good as my fatherโs, so I often went months without getting out the oils. However, I did produce a few that Iโm proud of, including one featuring a set of silver wine goblets. You can see images in the condensation. Now, fixing up old cars? That is my true love. Iโve restored over 100 cars. The first one I ever completed was a 1932 Model A coupe with a rumble seat. When I got it, it was nothing more than a rusted-out shell with more holes than metal. I had to borrow money from my father-in-law to buy it, and boy was my wife, Marie, ticked off! However, I fixed it up and sold it. With that money, I paid back my debt and bought another car. Now, 50 years later, I work on cars worth $50,000 or more.
Please share some of your beliefs, principles, motivations and morals (can be social, religious or political or, etc. Anything that will help us get to know you better.)
There are two things that really drive me. The first is family. Family is at the center of everything I do. I worked to earn money for my family. I created fun experiences over the holidays to bring my family closer together. I would give my life for my family. Without family, what does a person have?
The second driver is patriotism. I love the United States and all it stands for. My father fought in WWII to preserve our freedoms, and I joined the Air Force for the same reason. I think I am a lot like my father in both respects. He had to make impossible decisions because of his love for both.
Tell us something about your family and childhood.
I loved growing up in a German community. The food was amazing. I remember going to my grandmaโs house when sheโd be baking. I didnโt know it at the time, but she was a professional baker and candy maker. But for me, as a little boy? It was just grandma making me treats.
One of my favorites was made from leftover pie dough. She would roll out the leftover dough, spread it with butter, and sprinkle cinnamon sugar on top. Then, sheโd roll it up into a log and slice it up into discs. Once baked, Iโd get to eat them hot off the baking sheet.
I wasnโt very good in school. Reading was hard for me. I did fine in math and loved doing anything with my hands. To this day, Iโm not much of a reader, unless it is a magazine about antique cars.
There is a funny story about me and cars as a teenager. Well, it is funny now, but at the time? My dad let me drive the sedan, but I wanted the car to look extra special for a date. The steering wheel had a brodie knob, or what my friends and I liked to call a necker knob. You could hold onto the knob with one hand and have your arm around your girlfriend with the other.
Well, I thought it would be cool to move the knob to the right side of the steering wheel. I would still hold it with my left hand, but that would allow my left hand to be across my body.
I took the car out for a test drive and stopped to show my buddies. Everyone loved the idea. However, on the way home, I must have let my mind wander. All of a sudden, I had a thought that my hand was in the wrong place, so I quickly pulled on the knob โ and ran into a tree. Needless to say, my father was not happy!
Tell us something about your dreams and aspirations? Were you able to achieve them or are you planning to?
I dreamed of being an inventor like my grandfather. Although I never actually became an inventor, I did create many things that helped me in the garage or at work. I never let the lack of a part or a tool stop me from completing a job. I just figured out another way around the problem.
What is your biggest fear in life?
My biggest fear is not living up to my fatherโs expectations. Heโs been dead for several years, and I still wonder if heโd approve of what Iโm accomplishing.
How would you describe your life in one sentence?
My life has been a series of events that have led to this moment in time.
What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you?
My father left for the war, and I had to live with my grandparents while my mother went to work.
Did it change you for the better or the worse?
Thatโs a good question. It definitely changed me. After you read An Enemy Like Me, youโll have to decide if the change was good or bad.
What are your plans for the future?
My life is about at the end. However, I hope to figure out my relationship with my son, continue to work on my cars, and travel a bit with Marie. She has always wanted to go to Australia, so we are planning a trip next winter โ their summer.
An Enemy Like Me
How does a man show his love โ for country, for heritage, for family โ during a war that sets the three at odds? What sets in motion the necessity to choose one over the other? How will this choice change everything and everyone he loves? Jacob Miller, a first-generation American, grew up in New Berlin, a small German immigrant town in Ohio where he endured the Great Depression, met his wife, and started a family. Though his early years were not easy, Jacob believes he is headed toward his โhappily ever afterโ until a friend is sent to an internment camp for enemy combatants, and the war lands resolutely on his doorstep. In An Enemy Like Me, Teri M Brown uses the backdrop of World War II to show the angst experienced by Jacob, his wife, and his four-year-old son as he left for and fought in a war he did not create. She explores the concepts of xenophobia, intrafamily dynamics, and the recognition that war is not won and lost by nations, but by ordinary men and women and the families who support them.
If you are a fan of historical fiction with a love for heartfelt, introspective war stories, then youโll enjoy An Enemy Like Me. This emotional saga explores war and its impacts in unique ways that few military fiction novels do.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome the author ofThe LighthouseโKarin Ciholas, from Atmosphere Press, for an author interview with The Reading Bud.
About The Author
Karin Ciholas was born in Virginia and grew up in Switzerland where she studied classical languages. The study of Latin and Greek led to her fascination with the ancient world and its history. She earned advanced degrees in languages and comparative literature at UNC Chapel Hill and enjoyed teaching modern languages and courses on the ancient world. She has won twelve awards for her short stories and plays. She lives in Sarasota with her husband, author and theologian Paul Ciholas.ย
Interview
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
ย My father sang Norwegian songs to me and told me stories about his native Norway. My mother told me about her โold Kentucky homeโ where she grew up. As a child in Switzerland, I learned the Swiss dialect from my school friends, and all my courses were taught in German. All my life, I have been grateful for my gifted teachers in the Swiss school system that placed great emphasis on Greek and Latin and gave me a lifelong love of classical antiquity and ancient history. We spoke English at home, but the first class I ever had in English was when I came to the US to go to college. On a student trip to Rome, I fell in love with a young theology student from France, and when we married four years later, we lived in France for several years. After completing advanced degrees, we chose teaching careers in the US: Paul to teach religion and philosophy at universities in Kentucky and I to teach languages and humanities at Centre College. And that is how we ended up in โour new Kentucky home.โ
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
The Lighthouse is about a dedicated Jewish physician named Simon who wants to heal and save lives and make the world a better place. But he is thwarted and opposed by violence and racism. Antisemitism rears its ugly head. He fights back at every turn. He fights against vicious criminals, against arbitrary Roman power, and against the injustices of racism. He struggles for freedom for his fellow Jews. One of the battles he cares most about is his struggle to find better ways to treat illness. When his sister is abducted and sold into slavery, he starts his fight against slavery. It is a deeply personal battle that endangers his family. It is a battle he cannot win.
He is a witness to several historical events that profoundly changed the world. He is neither responsible for those events, nor can he intervene to stop them. During the first pogrom of recorded history in Alexandria, Egypt, Simon tries but cannot stop the massacre. He does manage to save many lives.
What is that one message that you’re trying to get across to the readers in this book?
The fight against prejudice, racism, and antisemitism is never done. Prejudices against fellow human beings have distorted human behavior since Cain and Abel, and wars and hatred in the name of religion still mar our history and continue to cause havoc. Simon, the physician who seeks to heal, cannot find the way to cut this defect out of the human heart. And yet he tries. Boldly, Simon fights for justice for his family and his people. When Simon plunges into danger, we worry about him. Sometimes we want to shake him and talk sense into him. We are moved by historical drama where life and death are at stake. His urgent fight for justice is never done. At stake, for him, is the survival of his people. Despite many setbacks, Simon brings healing to many. We all need healing.
Who is your favourite character in this book and why?
Aurelia is my favorite character because she is strong. In many ways, she is stronger than Simon even though Simon does not see it that way. She often protects him, assists him in saving lives during the pogrom, and is not intimidated even when the emperor or the prefect of Egypt opposes her. There are several strong women who sometimes quietly and other times quite theatrically make a difference. Antonia, sister-in-law of Tiberius, saves Rome from an upstart tyrant who wants to take over the imperial throne. One of my favorite characters is Sosias, an orphan Simon rescues who has irrepressible curiosity and sets out to become an engineer. Through him, I show some of the scientific and technological advances of the times.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
My Mother was a discerning and avid reader. She enjoyed reading my short stories and plays but complained she couldnโt find enough historical fiction set in New Testament times. She asked if I had ever thought about writing a novel about one of the characters in the New Testament who knew Jesus. I told her I was intrigued by Simon of Cyrene. I mentioned Simon did not really know Jesus, that he met Jesus under the most excruciating circumstances and that Simon was an unusual Jew since he gave his children Roman and Greek names. She turned to me and said, โWell, Karin, when will you write his story?โ
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
It took about 15 years. During a demanding teaching career, I kept my motherโs request in mind, enjoyed studying primary sources in ancient history, and discovered so many jewels of information I could use for the novel she wanted. When I finished the first chapter, I sent it to her in the mail. Then she kept wanting more. I sent chapter by chapter until 1000 pages landed in her mailbox. There have been many changes since, but the basic bones of the novel are still there. A wise agent told me the book needed to be divided into a trilogy.
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
I hope to get the next two books in the trilogy into shape for publication. Between initial conceptโeven if on paperโand completion much needs to be done. After that, I may turn back to a historical novel Iโm writing set during WWII. I have also ghostwritten several memoirs for veterans of WWII and helped them with the logistics of publishing. Alas, more and more vets are leaving us without having told their stories.
Are you working on any other stories presently?
History provides an endless source of material. My favorite era is the first century when so much was going on. I like to take a character like Simon and show events through his eyes, making him a witness to the great events that occurred in his lifetime: the rise of science in Alexandria, the power of the Roman empire, amazing advances in medicine that will later be lost for centuries, the crucifixion of Jesus, the beginnings of Christianity, the fall of the templeโฆ. I might write a story about another historical character from that time.
Why have you chosen this genre? Or do you write in multiple genres?
Iโve written and published short stories and poems in literary journals, and five of my plays have been performed. But historical fiction is my preferred genre for reading and writing. Faulkner said: โThe past is never deadโฆItโs not even past.โ
When did you decide to become a writer? Was it easy for you follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way?
I have always loved books. As children, my brother and I even started a little library and made library cards for each book he owned and each book I owned. When my mother discovered he was charging me a penny to read his books, and I charged nothing, she put a stop to his enterprise but not a stop to our reading. The impulse to write was first evident when I started rewriting the endings of stories I didnโt like. From there it was a logical step to just make up my own stories. From those childish beginnings came the urge to write short stories. All my first attempts at publishing them were rejected. I am sure the editors of the journals did me a favor by rejecting them. I started subscribing to the best literary journals and began to learn what was getting published. I also learned that what one publisher rejects can be submitted elsewhere and be accepted.
What is your writing ritual? How do you do it?
When I go to my computer in the morning, I read the news and check the last sentences I wrote the day before. Reading the news is quickly depressing. So, I turn to my writing. Writing makes me feel involved in the whole story of humanity. Research is exciting. I am in a different century. Exceptโฆsome current events are not always that different from what was going on in the Roman empire.
How do you prefer to write – computer/laptop, typewriter, dictation or longhand with a pen?
I started out with pen and paper. All writing is now on the computer.
What are your 5 favourite books? (You can share 5 favourite authors too.)
Any book by Sharon Kay Penman. One special favorite: Here Be Dragons. She makes Welsh history come alive.
Books by Margaret George. She is the doyenne of historical fiction, the astute researcher who makes major historical characters live and breathe. The Autobiography of Henry VIII with Notes by his Fool, Will Somers is a compelling saga. The Prologue alone is a masterpiece of historical and psychological insights.
Books by Tan Twan Eng. The Gift of Rain is set in Malaysia during WWII. A beautifully written novel filled with mystery and wonder.
Books by Mark Helprin. Paris in the Present Tense is a personal favorite. Helprinโs writing is lyrical, visual, hauntingly beautiful, entrancing.
Books by Geraldine Brooks. My favorite new book this year: Horse. There are many levels of meaning in this book, woven together into a fine masterpiece. Brooks is a versatile writer who makes time travel to distant shores and times sound easy.
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
Life can intervene. Thatโs ok. I just had cancer surgery a week ago. I need times when I must be gentle with myself. When at an impasse, I go to some writers I love most and reread my favorite passages and follow the flow of their sentences through a dramatic sequence and try to learn from them. If inspiration doesnโt come quickly, I like to sit in my garden or take a walk. The silliest thing I do is tell the story to my stuffed bear and explain what I want to do in the next scene. By the time I have told him, I often know what to do. I have a very intelligent bear, and he often warns me not to overthink it.
What advice would you give to aspiring writers?
Besides getting an intelligent stuffed bear? Read, read, and read good writers you enjoy. After your enjoyment, take time to analyze why the writing moves you or inspires you or why it makes you smile or cry. Remember 3 pโs: perseverance, passion, and professionalism. It takes perseverance to complete a work and see it through the many steps toward publication. So donโt give up. If you are not passionate about your subject, your reader will not be. And if there is no passion in your main characters, they will not be interesting. Professionalism requires following the rules of submission to the letter, proper language use or having someone help with that, and being attentive and appreciative to those who give you advice, especially if they care enough to give you pointers when you get rejections. There is a fourth p. But you should avoid this oneโperfectionism. Maybe Shakespeare wrote the perfect play, but I doubt it. At some point, you must stop the rewriting and editing and send your work out. Perfectionism is an enemy of success.
Thank you, author Karin Cicholas, for your insightful answers!
About the Book
The Lighthouse
Simon is a gifted physician who faces constant danger as a Jew in first-century Egypt under Roman rule.
When Meidias, an escaped convict, declares a โholyโ war against Jews and abducts Simonโs sister, Simonโs search for her leads him on a treacherous journey to slave markets in Alexandria and to Jerusalem where a Roman soldier forces Simon to carry a crossbeam for a stranger. Simon is troubled by the strangerโs death but does not know that this moment will change the world forever.
Simonโs passion is Aurelia, inaccessible daughter of a Roman senator. His mission is revenge against the outlaw Meidias. His ambition is justice for his family and his people. His torment is the conflict between his Hippocratic oath and his vow to kill Meidias.
As his medical reputation grows, he comes face to face with prefects and emperors and the poor suffering masses of Alexandria and Rome. Overwhelmed by the plight of his people, he tries to stop what becomes the first pogrom in Alexandria. THE LIGHTHOUSE moves between Egypt and Italy and back to Alexandria. It is a story about family love and loyalty, medical breakthroughs and heartbreaks, and one manโs quest for justice for his people.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome the author ofBalsamic Moon โ Alan Gartenhaus, from Atmosphere Press, for an author interview with The Reading Bud.
About The Author
Alan Gartenhaus served as an educator at the New Orleans Museum of Art and Smithsonian Institution, and as a director of Cornish College of the Arts, in Seattle. A recipient of an Alden B. Dow Creativity Fellowship, he created and was the publishing editor of The Docent Educator magazine. His fiction has appeared in numerous literary journals, including Broad River Review, Entropy Magazine, Euphony Journal (University of Chicago), Ignatian Literary Magazine (University of San Francisco), and the Santa Fe Literary Review. His short stories have been awarded with an โEditorโs Choiceโ distinction, and been designated a finalist in an international competition for Baby Boomer authors by Living Spring Publishers. His nonfiction has been published by Running Press, Smithsonian Press, and Writerโs Workshop Review.
You can connect with author Alan Gartenhaus here: Author Website
Interview
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
Thank you for the welcome and for your interest in my novel, Balsamic Moon.
Balsamic Moon takes place in New Orleans. My undergraduate and graduate degrees are from Tulane University, in New Orleans, and my early working years were spent on staff at the New Orleans Museum of Art. I loved my time in that colorful, diverse, richly textured, and exotic city. It was akin to my โfirst crush,โ the place that still makes my heart race whenever I think of it.
Today, many years later, I am seventy, married, and have lived on the island of Hawaii since 1995. In addition to having created, edited, and published a professional journal for museum educators and docents teaching with art, history, and science collections, Iโve spent much of my Hawaii years farming avocados, breadfruit, grapefruit, oranges, and pineapples. Rather than sell our produce, weโve donated everything beyond what we consumed to local foodbanks.
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
โBalsamic moonโ is an astrological term for the final phase of the lunar cycle. Itโs considered a dark time of endings, dissolution, and change. I had never heard of a balsamic moon until researching the dates on which the novel takes place and discovered that it occurred during such a lunar phase. The irony of this did not escape me, and ultimately provided the story with its title.
What is that one message that you’re trying to get across to the readers in this book?
To be compassionate and respectful of all people, regardless of how they might differ from you.
Who is your favourite character in this book and why?
I love and care about both of my main characters, but am most fond of Doreen, who struggled to succeed in life, to retain a sense of humor, and to grow despite adverse experiences.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
Perhaps not surprisingly, the inspiration for Balsamic Moon came from watching the experiences and tragedies that befell the citizens of New Orleans when Hurricane Katrina struck, the levees were breached, and floodwaters surged into 80% of the city. Seeing the suffering, the damage, and the ineptitude of our response to the desperation was agonizing. Writing helped me process that pain.
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
I worked on the manuscript for over eleven years, although not consistently. I would write, put it away, and come back to it months later. I reworked the text many times over those years.
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
I want to continue writing both short stories and novels, and hope that my readership, and their interest in my writing, will have grown.
Are you working on any other stories presently?
I am almost always writingโโmostly short stories. I am also working on another novel that is presently in an initial, rough draft form.
Why have you chosen this genre? Or do you write in multiple genres?
All storytelling interests me but I am most prolific as a writer of short stories. I have had about twenty short stories published. Several of them are shared on my author website: www.alangartenhaus.com.
When did you decide to become a writer? Was it easy for you follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way?
I can barely remember a time when I didnโt write. As a youngster, a neighbor-kid and I used to write science-fiction stories, alternating paragraphsโโhe, then me, back-and-forth. Since adolescence, Iโve kept journals, written poems, dashed down stream-of-consciousness thoughts, and recorded personal events. I havenโt had to make sacrifices to write; itโs been folded into my life. It is an integral part of who I am.
My focus on writing fiction became more serious when we moved to a very rural environment. In addition to providing me with โimaginary friendsโ to play with, writing offered a balance to daily chores and the physical rigors of farming.
What is your writing ritual? How do you do it?
I am an early riser, and routinized person. I write most days, after morning exercises and walks, until lunch. If the writing is going well, I continue into the afternoons; if not, I donโt.
How do you prefer to write – computer/laptop, typewriter, dictation or longhand with a pen?
With the exceptions of making notes, or writing a journal entry, both of which are in longhand, all my writing is composed on a laptop.
What are your 5 favourite books? (You can share 5 favourite authors too.)
These are five favorites, not necessarily of all time but that Iโve much enjoyed in the recent past:
Edgar Allan Poe: The Complete Short Stories
Shantaram by Gregory David Roberts
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon
Boy Swallows Universe by Trent Dalton
The Absolutist by John Boyne
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
I wish I had a magic solution, but donโt. Mostly, I agonize, fret, and take long walks.
What advice would you give to aspiring writers?
Give your work to readers whose opinions you respect. Listen and learn from criticisms; donโt rigidly defend your choices without understanding what has caused a reader to hesitate, question, or have difficulty. Be flexible.
Thank you, author Alan Gartenhaus, for your insightful answers!
About the Book
Balsamic Moon
Within a few short hours, rising floodwaters force next-door neighbors into a desperate fight for survival. Before Hurricane Katrina, neighbors Doreen Williams, an African American single mother, and Richard Girard, a reclusive gay man, were aloof and even suspicious of each other. But when the levees in New Orleans burst, these two are sent scrambling into a cramped attic where, together, they face tests of grueling heat, dwindling supplies, worries about loved ones, and the struggle to keep living. In his novel Balsamic Moon, author Alan Gartenhaus explores the journeys and losses that survivors endure, the courage and persistence required to come through them, and the truth that, when our very survival depends on the formation of ties across differences, our compassion for one another is what makes us feel safe and whole.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome Teri M. Brown, the author of An Enemy Like Me for an author interview with The Reading Bud.
About The Author
Teri M. Brown
Born in Athens, Greece as an Air Force brat, Teri M Brown came into this world with an imagination fullย of stories to tell. She now calls the North Carolina coast home, and the peaceful nature of the sea hasย been a great source of inspiration for her creativity. ย Not letting 2020 get the best of her, Teri chose to go on an adventure that changed her outlook on life. She and her husband, Bruce, rode a tandem bicycle across the United States from Astoria, Oregon to Washington DC, successfully raising money for Toys for Tots. She learned she is stronger than she realized and capable of anything she sets her mind to. ย Teri is a wife, mother, grandmother, and author who loves word games, reading, bumming on theย beach, taking photos, singing in the shower, hunting for bargains, ballroom dancing, playing bridge, andย mentoring others.
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.
Hello! Iโm Teri M Brown. Besides being a writer, Iโm a wife, mother, grandmother, and great-grandmother. My life hasnโt been easy. Iโve been so poor that I the home I lived in had no central heat or air, and I could see the ground between the floorboards in the living room. I was also married to an emotionally abusive man for 14 years and didnโt want to leave because I didnโt want to be seen as a failure. Now, Iโm married to a wonderful man who has helped me understand who I am and what Iโm meant to be. However, we found out in June that he has an aggressive form of brain cancer, so my life has taken yet another twist as we navigate this journey together. Despite all of this, I am an optimistic person who honestly believes that everything turns out okay in the end. If itโs not okay, then itโs not the end.
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
The characters are loosely based on my own family. My grandfather is the soldier, Jacob. My grandmother is Bonnie. My father is William. Although I take liberties with their personalities and stories, anyone that knew them in real life would likely recognize them in the book.
What is that one message that you’re trying to get across to the readers in this book?
We are far more like our enemy than we are different from them. I believe that if we look for similarities rather than focus on our differences, we can rid the world of the hatred that splits us up into opposing groups.
Who is your favorite character in this book and why?
My favorite character is Bonnie because she is a woman ahead of her times. We see a quiet strength in her, and even when she is weak, she eventually rises above it.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
My family is German-American, though weโve lived in the United States since before the Revolutionary War. My grandfather fought in WWII and ended up in Germany in an area near where our ancestors were from. He rarely talked about the war, but once, when I was a teenager, he said to me, โI always wondered if the person on the other side of the gun was a cousin.โ That idea haunted me and became the basis of this book.
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
My writing process is something I call word vomit. I donโt use an outline (also called a pantster), and I tend to find a time to write in which I can truly immerse myself for days (I call this binge writing). As a binge pantster, I try to get my story down from start to finish as quickly as possible. Then I let it sit for a while โ a month or two โ before going back to make substantial edits. When writing An Enemy Like Me, I did the binge pantster part during a two-week writerโs retreat. I completed the edits during a one-week retreat. After going to my editor, I spent another 60 hours or so making the needed changes.
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
Five years from now, I hope to have another five books out, for a total of seven. My goal is to write a novel a year. I also hope to have finished my book about our tandem bicycle tour, as well as a childrenโs book that Iโve promised my grandchildren. Finally, although I have written historical fiction to date, my writing is really character-driven fiction. I hope to branch out and write some other genres including something with a bit of fantasy or even a romantic comedy.
Are you working on any other stories presently?
I am currently working on a manuscript about a healer woman in the mountains of North Carolina. I hope to include lots of mountain folklore as well as Cherokee lore, and show what happens to traditions as โmodernโ advancements take over.
Why have you chosen this genre? Or do you write in multiple genres?
I love historical fiction for two reasons. The first is that I love to do research. I call myself a #researchjunkie. The second is that I have trouble with setting. I wouldnโt do well with the kind of world building often found in full-fledged fantasies or science fiction. With historical fiction, I donโt have to โmake upโ a setting. I just have to do enough research to help my readers understand what it was like at that time. Itโs a perfect genre for me.
When did you decide to become a writer? Was it easy for you to follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way?
As a child, I used to tell people that I wanted to be three things. The first was an Olympic ice skater, but for anyone who knows me, this isnโt likely because Iโm not terribly coordinated! I also said I wanted to be a brain surgeon. Once again, unlikely because I hate the sight of blood. However, I also said I wanted to be an author.
I wrote a lot as a child and teen. Unfortunately, being a writer was not seen as a worthy occupation by my family. One didnโt go to college to learn to write because being a writer meant you would end up as a server in a restaurant and likely starve to death. So, I went to college getting a major in education and psychology, as well as minors in math and sociology โ but I never used any of these directly in an occupation.
After getting married, having four children, and then divorcing, I needed to find a job that allowed me to continue to stay at home and homeschool my children. I began writing for small businesses, helping them create content for the Internet.
Then, I spent 14 years married to an emotionally abusive man. I eventually came to the point of no longer believing in myself or my abilities. I had stories that needed telling, but I believed โ and was told โ that just because I could write nonfiction didnโt mean I could write fiction.
Once I finally got out of that relationship, the words started to flow. However, I was still too terrified to let the words out into the public. I couldnโt handle the thought of rejection.
In February 2018, I met my current husband. Although I never planned to marry again, he was persistent โ and perfectly suited for me. While we dated, he encouraged me to write the manuscript that became my first novel, Sunflowers Beneath the Snow. Then, after we married, we went on our tandem cycling adventure. That adventure changed my life. After those three months doing something well outside my comfort zone and very challenging, I realized that I could do anything I set my mind to.
Six months after returning from the trip, Atmosphere Press accepted the manuscript for Sunflowers Beneath the Snow. And now, my second novel, An Enemy Like Me, is out.
How do you prefer to write – computer/laptop, typewriter, dictation or longhand with a pen?
I am a computer writer all the way. I type very quickly and can keep up with my thoughts. I canโt do that with longhand. Plus, my longhand is very messy, meaning I have trouble deciphering what I wrote later!
What are your 5 favourite books? (You can share 5 favourite authors too.)
I have never liked this question because my favorite books change every time I read something new! So, I will give you some books that have meant something to me over the years.
Over in the Meadow โ This was a picture book with a sing-song poem by Olive A. Wadsworth. This is the first book I remember being read to me, and it still brings back happy memories.
Trixie Belden books โ Trixie Belden was a girl detective. These books were aimed at readers younger than Nancy Drew. I read them all. Then, I read all of Nancy Drew. And then? I read all of The Hardy Boys because it made me angry that I wasnโt supposed to read the books for boys.
The Grapes of Wrath โ This novel by John Steinbeck was the first book I read for something other than pleasure. It was with this novel that I learned that authors often had something they wished to impart to their readers. Learning this changed the way I read books.
1776 โ I loved the way David McCullough weaved history as a story. I used 1776 to teach my children American history. Because the facts were part of a story, it made history fun and exciting. His books helped me to become a historical fiction fan.
Harry Potter series โ Because my children were interested, I read the books, too. I realized that JK Rowling had the ability to write in a way that intrigued children, teens, and adults. That is a skill Iโd love to cultivate.
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
I donโt believe in writerโs block. When a writer canโt write, I believe it is because there is something else going on that is taking up the creative space in their head. Itโs impossible to write if something big or overwhelming is crowding out creativity. The only thing to do is to fix the thing that is โtop of mindโ or find a way to put it into perspective so that it is no longer in the way. For instance, when I first found out that my husband had brain cancer, I could not write because that was the only thing on my mind. It took up all the free space and crowded out creativity. I can write again, not because there has been a change in his condition, but because Iโve found a way to go on living despite the diagnosis. Cancer is part of our life right now and it has its own space in my head. However, I have far more control over it and when it comes out.
What advice would you give to aspiring non-fiction writers?
I have four things I would tell aspiring writers. The first is to write. Donโt wait for a class or a degree or some specific event to get started. You will never be a writer until you write, so get started now.
The second is that once you have something you feel has merit, let someone you trust โ but who will be honest and give you feedback โ read it. Then listen to what they have to say. Feedback can be difficult because it can feel like criticism. But you wonโt get better at writing if you continue to do the same things over and over without improving.
The third sounds like it contradicts the second but bear with me. You donโt have to listen to everyoneโs advice! There is more than one way to write and more than one kind of reader. Listen to suggestions and give them a try, but if they donโt work for you, itโs okay to put them to one side. For instance, I cannot use an outline. Iโve been told it is the โBESTโ way to write, but for me, it stifles my creativity. I tried it. It didnโt work. Now? Iโm comfortable with being a binge pantser.
Finally, youโre going to have to be more than a writer if you want to sell your books. That means youโll need to learn marketing. So, before your first book goes to print, learn how to market and get started marketing at least 12 weeks before the launch date.
Here are ways readers can purchase the book and/or get in contact with you?
The easiest way to connect with me is through my website at www.terimbrown.com. In addition to joining my newsletter, where you will get the list of โThe 10 Historical Fiction Novels Youโve Never Heard of That Will Bring You to Tears,โ you can reach out to me through my contact form and find links to all my social media.
For those who prefer going directly to social media, you can find me here:
Thank you, author Teri M. Brown, for your insightful answers!
Book Trailer
About the Book
An Enemy Like Me
How does a man show his love โ for country, for heritage, for family โ during a war that sets the three at odds? What sets in motion the necessity to choose one over the other? How will this choice change everything and everyone he loves? Jacob Miller, a first-generation American, grew up in New Berlin, a small German immigrant town in Ohio where he endured the Great Depression, met his wife, and started a family. Though his early years were not easy, Jacob believes he is headed toward his โhappily ever afterโ until a friend is sent to an internment camp for enemy combatants, and the war lands resolutely on his doorstep. In An Enemy Like Me, Teri M Brown uses the backdrop of World War II to show the angst experienced by Jacob, his wife, and his four-year-old son as he left for and fought in a war he did not create. She explores the concepts of xenophobia, intrafamily dynamics, and the recognition that war is not won and lost by nations, but by ordinary men and women and the families who support them.
If you are a fan of historical fiction with a love for heartfelt, introspective war stories, then youโll enjoy An Enemy Like Me. This emotional saga explores war and its impacts in unique ways that few military fiction novels do.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome Emma Grace, he author of Match for an author interview with The Reading Bud.
About The Author
Emma Grace
Emma Grace is a lifelong novelist, student, and lover of the outdoors. She is currently pursuing a B.A. in Creative Writing with a Minor in Wilderness Education at SUNY Potsdam, a combination of her two passions, however different they may be.
Emma lives in both northern New York and southern New Jersey, splitting her time while she pursues her degree. The back-and-forth nature of college has allowed her to embrace her love of travel while simultaneously learning to understand her transient characters (who handle change far better than she does). Her parents, sister, and exceptionally spoiled dog are her biggest supporters.
When she isnโt holed up in a library or coffee shop, you can find Emma out in nature, either sunbathing on a rock like a gecko or finding yet another mountain to climb.
Match is Emmaโs debut novel. To learn more about the Underground and Katieโs future, visit her website, www.authoremmagrace.com, where you can sign up for her newsletter.
Welcome to TRB! Please give our readers a brief introduction about yourself before we begin.ย
Hi! My name is Emma, and Iโve been writing for pretty much my entire life. Match is my first novel, which Iโm super excited to share with the world! I was born and raised in southern New Jersey (think of farms and big pine trees) but I go to college in super-upstate New York. In fact, my school is so far upstate that itโs not even called upstateโitโs called the north country! Iโm a creative writing major and wilderness education minor, and I love spending time outside, whether Iโm climbing, hiking, camping, or simply enjoying an afternoon in my trusty hammock. A lot of my best work happens after a day spent outdoors. Iโm really excited to share my work with you guys and get to know you, too!
Please tell us something about your book other than what we have read in the blurb?
One of my favorite things about Match is that itโs written in first-person, present tense, which gives it a really intimate feel. The narratorโs name is Katie, and you get to see into her brain and understand why she makes the choices that she does, how she rationalizes them, all those gory details. You also get to see how much she loves her friends Chris, Ava, and Noah. The four of them are exceptionally close, and while the story is narrated through Katieโs POV, theyโre really all the protagonists, which is why I simply refer to her as the narrator.
What is that one message that you’re trying to get across to the readers in this book?
First and foremost, I want readers to have a good time. Thatโs my main goal with writingโproduce something enjoyable to share with others. As far as a message goes, I want readers to realize that theyโre so much tougher than they think they are. Katie, Chris, Ava, and Noah go through so much together, and a lot of it seems unsurvivable. But at the end of it all, they get through it, and even manage to laugh a little along the way. I want readers to look at the four of them and think โwow, if they can get through that, then I can get through whatever Iโm dealing with, too.โ
Who is your favorite character in this book and why?
Even though Katie narrates this book, I really love Noah, one of her best friends. Heโs funny, sweet, and very protective, but in a respectful way. He sees the world in a very black and white way, which sometimes lands him into trouble. Thereโs a running joke that he and the principle were on a first-name basis when he was younger because he was such a prankster, but they were always pretty harmless because he just wanted to make people laugh, not hurt them. Heโs really protective and would go to bat for pretty much anyone without a second thought. Heโs just a total doll, and I love writing scenes with him.
What inspired you to write this book? An idea, some anecdote, a dream or something else?
I saw a Tumblr post when I was younger that pretty much said, โwhat if when you turned 18 you were given this half-heart necklace and your soulmate had the other half, so you had to go on this epic journey to find them?โ That really struck me as interesting, and I said, โwhat if we took that, but made it dark and twisted?โ So then I kind of reversed the concept and made it, โyour soulmate is already in this town, and the government will tell you who it is by matching up your half-heart necklaces,โ which is what prompts my characters to run away. Throw in a resistance military, old family secrets, and the journey of self-discovery, and now you have Match!
How long did it take you to write this particular book?
I started writing Match when I was about 13 and decided to publish right after I turned 20. So technically 7 years, but I would take time away from it to work on other projects or just focus on school (usually work on other projects, like the sequel).
What are your writing ambitions? Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
I would love to publish Match and its two sequels, and then maybe get more into poetry or general YA. I also plan to go on a lot of adventures in the near future, doing some long-distance hiking, working outdoorsy jobs, etc. I would love to eventually publish a memoir of all of my adventures. In 5 years, I see myself getting ready to settle down somewhere in the Adirondacks, or maybe out in the western U.S. if I find somewhere that captures my heart just as much. Iโve got lots of exploring to do before then, though!
Are you working on any other stories presently?
Iโm currently working on the sequels to Match, which are called Spark and Burn. Spark is narrated from Chrisโs point of view, which is a really interesting adjustment to make. A lot of Katieโs narration is how my inner monologue sounds, so I have to be very careful and deliberately switch it up for Chris. Burn is from Katieโs point of view again, so it feels more natural to me, which is why Spark is currently getting a lot more of my attention.
Why have you chosen this genre? Or do you write in multiple genres?
I chose YA dystopia because those were my favorite books growing up. The Hunger Games rocked my worldโI was so obsessed I wrote fanfiction, braided my hair every day, the works! When I first started Match, I wanted to create something that, if I worked really hard and also got really lucky, would have the same kind of impact. I do dabble in poetry, but only if an idea pops into my headโI try not to force it. Eventually, Iโd like to work on a regular YA project that I have in mind, but thatโs a ways away!
When did you decide to become a writer? Was it easy for you to follow your passion or did you have to make some sacrifices along the way? (feel free to give us your story, we love hearing author stories!)
I decided I was going to be a writer in the 3rd grade. We had a period in school called โWriterโs Workshopโ which was just time to work on stories or poems, kind of whatever we wanted. I liked it so much that I started typing up a story on my momโs work laptop every night when she got home, and eventually I (with the help of my dad) emailed it to my teacher. The next day in school, she was so excited about it, asking me questions about what happens next (Iโd left it on a cliffhanger, which is something I still do). I remember thinking, โwow, I really like doing this, and other people really like when I do this, too!โ And that was it, I never looked back. Over the years, other things have taken up more my time and attention, but I always come back to writing.
What is your writing ritual? How do you do it?
My favorite times to write are whenever I feel like Iโm stealing words, if that makes sense. In high school, Iโd race through a test to have a couple minutes to write; at work, Iโd pull up a word document whenever my boss wasnโt looking. Those are the times when I feel the words flow the fastestโwhen I feel like my writing is a tiny act of rebellion. When Iโm not stealing words, I like to head to the library and put some lofi beats on. I usually use noise-cancelling headphonesโI call them my โwork-mode blanket.โ Iโve found that Iโm not great at writing at home since thatโs primarily my place to relax and rest, although I do enjoy lighting a candle and doing social media work there.
How do you prefer to write – computer/laptop, typewriter, dictation or longhand with a pen?
I really like to write on my laptopโmy brain works too fast for me to write longhand! Iโm also a leftie, so I end up with pen smudges all over my hand. I would love to get a typewriter someday, but I do tend to make a lot of typos, so weโll see! Occasionally, Iโll use dictation, especially on a long drive (like the one from NJ to the north country) if I have an idea that just wonโt leave me alone.
What are your 5 favourite books? (You can share 5 favourite authors too.)
This is like asking me to choose my 5 favorite friends! Okay, here goes nothing:
The Hunger Games/The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes (SO excited for the movie!!!)
Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail
The Song of Achilles (except I cried so hard that Iโll probably never read it againโI canโt afford to be that dehydrated)
The Boy, the Mole, the Fox, and the Horse
The Sun is a Compass
My favorite authors, however, are a little different:
Suzanne Collins
J.K. Rowling (I donโt agree with her on pretty much everything/I wonโt financially support her anymore, but Harry Potter did shape my childhood/desire to write, and Iโll always have a special place in my heart for those books)
Rick Riordan (PJO also shaped my childhood)
Delia Owens (same as JKRโamazing writing, crummy person!)
Madeline Miller
How do you deal with Writerโs Block?
For me, ideas have to kind of fall into my head. They remind me of thunderstorms in Julyโthey appear very suddenly, and then poof, theyโre gone. Staring at the sky wonโt make a storm appear, and staring at the blank page wonโt make an idea show up. I like to stay busy by hiking, climbing, hitting the gym, or hanging out with friends. Funnily enough, reading does not help, because then I end up comparing my writing to whatever Iโm reading and then I just feel worse. So, staying busy, keeping my mind and body active, and allowing the ideas to come naturally is my best method for dealing with Writerโs Block. A good cry helps sometimes, too.
What advice would you give to aspiring non-fiction writers?
I would tell aspiring writers to defend themselves fiercely. There are going to be people who doubt you, even in your inner circle. My best advice would be to cut those people out ASAPโnot necessarily from your whole life, but definitely from your writing life. Writing is hard, and itโs a process that can be filled with self-doubt. The last thing you need is someone else making it harder for you. Surround yourself with support and positivity, and youโll realize very quickly how much you and your writing can thrive. Youโve got thisโI canโt wait to read your story!
Thank you, author Emma Grace, for your insightful answers!
About the Book
Match
Katie Davis has had her whole life planned out for her since birth. She, along with every other citizen of Carcera, is predestined to marry her perfect Match. She knows that she will eventually have two children, and that none of the citizens will never leave the Border, the wall of stone encircling the city. No one could have predicted, however, the harrowing night that forces Katie and her three best friends to flee for their lives only days after their Matching Ceremony. With nowhere to go, Katie and her friends must make impossible choices at every turn.
They are faced with life-altering decisions, such as whether or not to join the Underground, a resistance army dedicated to overthrowing Borders. The smaller choices seem just as unfathomable as the larger ones-what to eat for dinner, what to do in their free time, and even what to wear. When their luck begins to run out, they are left with only two options: fight, or die.
Matchย is the first installment ofย The Matchbook Trilogy.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, Iโd like to welcome authorย M. Pricewho’ll be sharing an excerpt from his latest release Please Feel Bad I’m Dead.
About the Book
Please Feel Bad I’m Dead
Jhaegar Holdburn is a forlorn teenage edgelord who constantly attempts suicide and finds himself continually failing due to last second blunders. His desire for death comes from his often frazzled, often incoherent mind and how it fuels the way heโs ostracized by his peers as well as how heโs been made a pariah in the current social climate. At last the opportunity arises, Jhaegar manages to commit suicide using a foolproof method, and after years of despair he finally diesโฆ But not quiteโฆ Jhaegar is instead resurrectedโฆas he willย alwaysย be resurrected. He finds the one thing standing in the way of sweet death is his uncanny inability to truly die and that his suicides result in increasingly stranger and psychedelic realities, irreversibly made worse by his ever deteriorating mind. He discovers the only way to break this cycle of death and rebirth is to uncover the real root of his problems and find his own personal sense of happiness, as well as to unravel the esoteric tangle of his own repressed psyche. But, with his grasp of reality slipping away by the minute, will Jhaegar have time to save himself from his own self-destruction?
Jumpinโ Christ, this is too much work. How do people even get these things loaded?
Iโm on nine, but thereโs still room for seven more. What? How? Whoโs this strong? Itโsโya know, itโs not even about strength, itโs dexterityโbut how do others have this dexterity? Theyโre strong, yeah, but they canโt be that good with their hands. And why do I even care? I only need one. Guess itโs just unrealistic, uh, something standards.
And my thumbs! Already swollen up to shit now. Whatโs really stupid is people would see this and be like, โOh, what a loser, he canโt even load it all the way, what a scrawny whiโโ โya know, itโs not always about strengthโjust not as practiced as others may be in this field and thatโs nothing to hold against me. Iโm certainly trying something new and isnโt that what everyone wants? What they keep telling me to do? Whatever.
Durkheim posits that neurasthenia has no definite correlation to suicide. Jhaegar Holdburn posits that Durkheimโs a rustic country asshole who doesnโt know anything about me and Iโm gonna do whatever I want. Stupid sociology, telling me how to think. Or psychology. Phycology. Something. Theyโre all the same. Bunch of old white people (which Iโm definitely not, by the way).
Oh, my jumpiโforget it. Weโre sticking with nine. I donโt have time for this, itโs all just a wasteโtheyโre not gonna check it anyway. Nobody but me has standards in the first place and if theyโre all gonna be degenerates, I may as well be, too.
But yeah, I set the gun (pistol?) on my desk. My nerves assault me as I do. What if I miss? I shouldโve got the shotgunโI mean, itโll be Visaโs problem, not mine. Sigh. I never think. This website I saw (name forgotten already) listed all the best (best) ways to (I gotta stop using parenthesis) kill yourself and they listed shotguns with a 99% success rate (โsuccessโ and I sure feel bad for that remaining 1%). Gun/pistol was set at I think number three right after cyanide, but itโs like, who has cyanide? And I feel itโs more classical or something this way with a gun/pistol. Iโm a man of aesthetics.
Iโm just afraid Iโll jerk my head at the last moment and shoot my face off. Or shoot below my brain and just sever my eye connector thingsโorbiter deals. Or shoot myself in the forehead and hit the wrong lobe. According to that website, itโs actually a lot more difficult than it may initially appear. I really shouldโve got the shotgun, but itโs fine. Itโs all fine.
Whatever. Step two: Music. I turn on my radio cuz Iโm also a rustic country asshole and still own one and put in The Sleepy Jacksonโs Personality (One Was a Spider, One Was a Bird). Itโs my favorite album and the second track, โDevil in my Yard,โ is one of my favorite songs and should queue up by the time Iโve completed the other steps. Their album title also has parenthesis. Double also: I enjoy, โYou Wonโt Bring People Down in My Town,โ but itโs farther down the track list. I was gonna use it in a movie I never madeโit was for the part when Micoโs at the dance with all the girls and he dances with all of them in turn during the โna na bu dahโ parts but he doesnโt really feel it until the big โna na bu dahโ part comes in while Lukeโs likeโya know? Iโd use the real lyrics, but Iโm sure theyโd sue my corpseโfine me while Iโm in Hell or somethingโbut then the right girl comes on to dance with him even though sheโs not actually real and all the lights switch to a new color and they dance and as they dance the camera does this neat thing where it changes the central filmic lens and the girl then becomes the main character of the movie to help illustrate the man having a sexual identity crisis and longing to be a woman but then he dies and like I said sheโs the main character until of course she dies and heโs reborn out of her dead body. It was a pretty wild movie. โHow Was I Supposed to Know?โ is also a great song, but itโs the last one.
Step three: Use the bathroom.
Step four: The Note. One must (wait, isnโt THIS the note?) be careful creating The Note as thisโll be the final messaโwell, Iโm just trying to get out of a going to a party tonight. Is this worth it at the moment?
Shut up! Yes, yes it isโI was gonna do it anyway, itโs just a convenient coincidence. But The Note, or lack thereof, is important cuz itโs your last chance to blame othersโor leave an extreme, yet ambiguous, trail of breadcrumbs about your death to forevโ
โA dog just took a shit outside. Is that alright? And she just left! Pick up after your dog, people live here!
Bennyโs back of course. Squirrely little squirrel asshole. Always mocking me.
โDear Benny: Fuck you.โ
No, that wonโt work. All wrong. How could I put โDearโ in my note? Do I really hold anyone dear? Not really. But what else would I put? Do I have to put anything? โDevil in My Yardโ is playing so I donโt have time to lollygag.
Ya know, Iโll put โDeerโ instead. The detectives wonโt understand cuz Bennyโs a squirrel. Weโre doing it.
Alright, โDeerโฆโ
โฆ
โฆ
I fucking hate writing. Waste of timeโgoofy I even have to do this. I rather say nothing, but then peopleโll call me selfish. Need a drink of water.
I get said water from the bathroom sink like a real American. An unfortunate side effect of this is that I see myself in the mirror. Iโm, uh, six even, hundred eighty pounds of muscle cuz Iโm in basketball. Yeah. Iโm smokinโ. And Iโm blackโฆI mean, Black. Well, brown (Brown). Definitely not white. Never white. Iโm a woman, too. Latin-American is offensive to me, just letting you know. Iโm Chilean Second Generation.
The โWelcome to Chiliโsโ meme gets stuck in my head. Great. This is what I wanted to think about right now.
โDeer: I hope youโre all doing fine. As you can see by the body in this room: I am not fine.โ
Ehh, I canโt use that. Thatโs stealing from George Carlinโฆwell, the whole idea of this note is stealing from George Carlin, but they wonโt know. They donโt listen. Iโll use it and theyโll never see. And if they did, they wouldnโt care. Maybe they like him, too? Maybe itโd make them admire me, theyโd find in me a kindred spirit. Plus, what are they gonna do, write me up? Iโm dead.
โDeer: I hope youโre all doing fine. As you can see by the body in this room: I am not fine. Iโm penning you this notice regarding my death in hopes of bringing to light my decisions (not that you could ever hope to understand HahHahHahHahHah). Luke Steeleโs an underrated singer whoโโ
โPiss! My thoughts interrupted my writing again! Gotta start over. Do I have enough paper for this? Oh well, Iโll quick get this thought out before I write again: Luke Steele, the main singer guy, has his other band, Empire of the Sun, right? They rushed their third album, like SO hard. That kind of stuff disappoints people. You get these expectations and
This is my fault
Shut up! Itโs fine. Just get the note, get the note, get the note, get theโ
โI sneeze. I have a cold, I guess. Itโs not ideal, but itโll have to do. We all make the best of our situations. See? Iโm always told Iโm not very positive. Clearly wrong. I am quite positive (double meaning!).
When one leaves behind a suicide note, the detective people take it in and examine it to see if I was murdered. Nirvana fans still think Cobain was murderedโnot all Nirvana fans, I understand this, just someโbut he wasnโt murdered. Kurt definitely killed himself. I wonder if itโs better that he did? The whole message they were giving wouldnโt have really worked with a band of forty-year-oldsโฆand at least he knew commercialization with appeal to a larger audience ultimately kills true artโฆor maybe he wanted to die. Doesnโt matter thinking about it now, heโs dead andโ
โHe used a shotgun! I shouldโve got the shotgun!
Christine Chubbuck lived for like fifteen hours after she shot herself. I donโt want that, thatโs nuts! She severed the eye thingyโthe orbiter!โshe shot too low. I wonโt make that mistake. Have to learn from others. Thanks Christine, for all you did for us. Is it alright if I call you โChristine?โ
I ditch the note. Simply not practical. Iโve been writing (attempting) for a time now, so long in fact Iโm actually approaching, โYou Wonโt Bring People Down in My Town.โ This is either an unforeseen boon, a, uh, orโpeople always wanna do things in threes. Thereโs actually only one in this situation. You wonโt see a false second and third from me. Terrorists donโt win this time.
But yeah, peopleโll just have to deal with it. They donโt care anyway. I reset the album back to the beginning. I take my gun/pistol off my desk, slip into bed, a
Iโm sorry
Jhaegar! Stop! Just do it already!
I prime or whatever-it-is the gun/pistol. Harder than it looks. Daniel Craig just snaps it back like a badass. Itโs more of a strained yank for me. I always wanted to make a James Bond movie cuz I have an old ex-friend who loved James Bond and I know heโd go nuts. He ruins my friendship, I ruin his movie. Itโs the least I could do.
I sneeze again. Man, this cold. Suddenly, I get the impression Iโm a Manchurian candidate. What? What even is that? Does that relate to my cold?
โDevil in My Yardโ comes on. Nowโs my chance. I decide to leave a mental suicide note. Wait, werenโt there more steps? Never mind. โDeer everyone: itโs my life and I love it, I will never live for the sake of another man, nor ask, uhโฆI wonโt ever askโฆor tell, I guess.โ Itโs alright to copy that, people too busy playing Bioshock instead.
I hold the barrel underneath my chin. Sigh, too unreliableโฆI hold it to my temples. The eye thingies! I raise it higher. I donโt know how much is right! I try my forehead! Itโs hard to aim this way! Do I have sufficient finger strength?! Finger dexterity?!?!
Lukeโs almost done! Piss on it all, I hold the gun/pistol back underneath my chin and pull theโ
โI sneeze.
***
I wake up in the hospital.
Pissโฆ
Or maybe itโs just a hospital-like Heaven or Hell? Whether this is worse or better, I cannot yet determine.
If Charlie Kaufman directed this scene from my life and/or death, the lights would be flickering and thereโd be cockroaches everywhere. Thatโs called Expressionism, ya know? Expressionist filmmaking. Not about how something is, but how something feels. But Kaufman didnโt direct this, some dime a dozen studio โFilmmakerโ did. And no, Iโm not gonna attack Marvel right now (though I should). Rather, I must investigate.
My mystery finds itself quickly solved. I discover several thick bandages covering my right earโthis is the same moment I realize I can no longer hear anything out of my right ear.
I sigh.
***
I sigh just a bit harder as I sneak back inside my house. God knows what would happen if my Mom saw this. The Doctor told me sheโd (cuz not all doctors are men mind you!) let me off with a warning which I found rather strange. An attendant at the door then told me to, โPlease come visit us again!โ Real, real strange.
Some blood trickles past my bandages. A soft pang (right word?) in my heart gives me a tad of insight into what it must be like being a woman. At least maybe? Iโm a woman sometimesโbut not at the moment, so my prior knowledge is null. I wipe the trickle with a store brand facial tissue and remind myself to never wear white again and then chastise myself for reminding me now cuz it wonโt really matter unless I remind myself at the next instance Iโll be pressured to wear white. No barnyard weddings in the coming weeks I can think of so I should be fine. I canโt stand those barnyard girls. Quirky cultureโs dead.
I get a drink of water and, well, you know me, it leads me to the bathroom sink and I see my new reflection. These bandages put a damper on my appearance. Jumpinโ Christ, theyโre gonna call me โHijab Holdburnโ now. I take off the bandages.
I see my NEW new look.
I put the bandages back on.
โHijab Holdburnโ isnโt that bad. Maybe itโll make people think Iโm Middle Eastern? But Middle Eastern is the one that hasnโt really risen up the social tiers yet, theyโre still kinda open season. Not like Black. Black is set. Black is good to go. Is there a Black sounding nickname I could get from this? I only see Middle Eastern or LatinxโLatinoโLatinโLaโwhatever. I donโt know, I just have to stop being white.
The โSuicide Checklistโ I keep on my wall mocks me (itโs the several items already crossed out). Jumping off the roof just hurt my legs and apparently I have a preternatural immunity to sleeping pills, et cetera, et cetera. I grab a pen and cross out, โFucking shoot yourself.โ You got me this time, Life, but next time I swear Iโll win. This pride dissipates as thereโs nothing left on my list to try.
I recall that party is still on tonight and I, quite well alive, must attend.
Super sigh. I regret not putting all sixteen bullets in the clip. That probably wouldโve added the required weight to stop the gun from jerking so hard.
About The Author
M. Price
M. Price may or may not live in the American Midwest. If one should find Price walking alone in the park, please feel free to leave Price alone. Some people say Price is something, but others say Price is definitely not (but defiantly yes), and whether it can really be known, who can know? All we know now is that you will never get this time back. M. Priceโs favorite pizza is pineapple (not Hawaiian as Canadian bacon is for the Goys (Hilary Hahnโs favorite pizza is pepperoni (or so Iโve been informed))). STONKS.
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Welcome to TRB Lounge. Today, we are featuring author M. Price on The Reading Bud for his upcoming bookPlease Feel Bad Iโm Dead.
About The Author
M. Price
M. Price may or may not live in the American Midwest. If one should find Price walking alone in the park, please feel free to leave Price alone. Some people say Price is something, but others say Price is definitely not (but defiantly yes), and whether it can really be known, who can know? All we know now is that you will never get this time back. M. Priceโs favorite pizza is pineapple (not Hawaiian as Canadian bacon is for the Goys (Hilary Hahnโs favorite pizza is pepperoni (or so Iโve been informed))). STONKS.
Jhaegar Holdburn is a forlorn teenage edgelord who constantly attempts suicide and finds himself continually failing due to last second blunders. His desire for death comes from his often frazzled, often incoherent mind and how it fuels the way heโs ostracized by his peers as well as how heโs been made a pariah in the current social climate. At last the opportunity arises, Jhaegar manages to commit suicide using a foolproof method, and after years of despair he finally diesโฆ But not quiteโฆ Jhaegar is instead resurrectedโฆas he will always be resurrected. He finds the one thing standing in the way of sweet death is his uncanny inability to truly die and that his suicides result in increasingly stranger and psychedelic realities, irreversibly made worse by his ever deteriorating mind. He discovers the only way to break this cycle of death and rebirth is to uncover the real root of his problems and find his own personal sense of happiness, as well as to unravel the esoteric tangle of his own repressed psyche. But, with his grasp of reality slipping away by the minute, will Jhaegar have time to save himself from his own self-destruction?
If you are an author and wish to be featured as our guest or if you are a publicist and want to get your author featured on TRB, then please get in touch directly by e-mail at thereadingbud@gmail.com